the silent scream

hari kelahiran

2010-03-16T18:40:00.003+08:00

hari neh aku nk wish sume manusia yang menyambut bezday dye ary neh. tp orang yang paling istimewa yang aku nk wish adalah orang yang bernama nurul farahain bt iskandar. haha farah way aku ingat lagi ko selalu panggil aku liyana kasot bersepah sebab kasot yang aku pakai masa f3 tuh mmg bseng je tapak dye. hari neh umur ko da 16, sama tua dgn aku la ye. ko memang orang yang kelakar la farah way. aku takkan lupa mse ko ngn tasniim jd deskmates aku mse f3. ary2 aku gelak dgr lawak korg. korg adlh deskmates yg paleng best!

* eh btw npe aku asyik post psal bezday je ea skang?

tak puas agy blogging

2010-03-15T00:11:00.003+08:00

mentang² la sekarang aku da duduk kt asrama, bile balek umah je mula la geledah com. update ape yang aku ade. bagus gak la en coz skin blog aku neh pon da berzaman tak bertukar. skang da tuka. cntik x? (aku taw x lawa cam korg punye so senyap je la ea XD) dalam sebok² update blog, baru aku igt yang aku x wish bday kat diri aku sendiri pon. haha nk wish la neh. lantak la korg nk ckap aku gile ke hape jnji aku nk wish ntok diri aku gak!

sila la amek kek tuh jgn segan-silu. (sah dah mental tahap sewel budak neh) nk taw tak pe bnde yg x pnah aku bwat sblom neh mse bday aku? baeklah citenye cmni, dorm aku yg bernombor 13 di SEMESRA tuh mmg la bersepah coz ank² dorm dye mmg suke mkan. so ckgu pon complaint la psal hal neh. abin selaku ketua dorm merangkap seorg yg terlalu 'baek hati' pon suruh la ktorg yg bernasib malang neh bersihkn dorm tgh mlam. tgah mlm wa ckp sama lu! mse pukul 12 tuh aku senyap je la coz xnk kecoh yg mase tuh bday aku. yg budak² neh pon sengal gile buleh lupe bday aku. esoknye baru la diorg wish aku. xpe la dik asalkn ko wish suda dpd xde lgsong kn kn? suda² mata aku pon da menyepet so baek aku stop dulu. nyte nyte sume!

jam aku hilang ; bagusnye!

2010-03-14T21:24:00.003+08:00

tahu tak yang aku beli jam tuh harga dia RM138? tahu tak yang angka tuh mahal? tahu tak aku sayang sangat² kat jam tuh? aku tak boleh hidup tnpa jam tuh tahu tak? dan sekarang jam tuh tertinggal kat kampung aku maa~ warghh!! nak jam tuh balek! jam tuh dah banyak berjasa kat aku la weh!

aku sayang | suke | heart jam neh ketat²! now jam neh da xde buat nak pakai kat tangan agy. kalo jam sepuluh inggit tertinggal xpe boleh beli laen agy tapi neh! mane nk crik bhai??

sume aku nk report

2010-03-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

wahoo! akhirnya lepas tunggu bpe lme dpt gak aku jejakkn kaki kt umah yg tercinte neh. (hehe bru seminggu lbey lme sgt ke?) oke skang aku da bergelar budak sbp..ceh market je! kalo taon lepas owg ckp aku kne dok asrama aku gelak je, sbb aku mmg x penah terpikir dn terbayang pon yg aku akn dok asrama. awal taon neh pon aku mmg x sgke yg aku akn dok asrama but now lihatla sndri, nurliyana mahirah bt sulaiman da dok asrama SEMESRA da. (Sekolah Menengah Sains Rembau) neh ha cito eh aku n nk kongsi:

fst day aku arrived kt sne sumpa aku frust gile. aku asyik pk psal budak2 yg aku tinggalkn kt shams je. wani tgh bwatpe,classmates aku ngah bwatpe. rse nk pndah shams bleq mmg overpowering time tuh. kene basoh baju sndri? kne bgon awal pagi? tuh bukn idop aku! budak2 yg da lme msok situ ade yg peramah ade yg jmpe muke ketat je. heh lantak korg la en aku rilek je.

oke aku bgon pagi pukul 4.30. 4.30 i tell u! kalo kt umah aku time tuh aku still bwat air liur basi agy. neh bgon ngn mte sepet g bilik air sbb mlas nk rebut bilik air. hehe pas mnd uh tido la blek pe susah. kul 6 aku bgon blek n siap2 nk g solat pastu kelas.

abes skola g solat then mkan2 jap pastu prep. ouh kelas aku uh eventhough rmai yg pndai tp diorg xde la skema sgt. kire noob la. caya lah korg wei tabik spring sme u all. then abes prep petang aku g asar pastu kalo kne g riadah tuka la baju. notis kt cni, aku bengang tol sama itu ketua pengawas yg suke soh budak g riadah. kami ade byk bnde nk bwat seperti basoh baju,gosok baju n laen2 lagi la cik abang oi!

malam pulak pas mndi g dewan mkan dulu. attention: abg dewan mkan uh mmg gatal tahap miang keladi da. npe mst mereka yg jge bhgian pompuan? aku da pnah terkena da. aku blom abes ckp time kasih agy ade sorg abg uh ckp kasih disanjung. bwek! pas mkn kne g surau solat n kalo rajin ktorg smbong solat isyak skali. pastu bru g prep. prep kt kelas aku bez la. suke betol kacau budak sebelah aku tuh. kalo xde keje mmg aku nyakat budak2 x kire la laki or pompuan. ehem di cni muamalah di sini tidak seperti di shams ye harap maklum.

ahli dorm aku mmg sgt2 havoc dn best! masing2 bseng n byk ckap tuh yg x pnah bpe nk sunyi dorm ktorg. um..kengkwan ea? xde la rmai sgt mcam kt shams tp bole la ntok aku survive kt sne. hehe i think i've done a good job in finding friends. xde yg gedik sgt..sume oke je. yg aku plg rapat ngn dak kembar due org neh. nme diorg fatin syuhada ngn fatin nabilah. sumpa diorg la kembar yg paling cun abad neh. jealous tol aku. da la aku mmg harap sgt ade kembar. tp nk bwat cne an..aku bersyukur jd ank last neh. bole manja2 cket. ceh!

ade sorg mamat neh yg aku mmg x berkenan sgt. nak je aku sebot nme dye kt blog tp x bole la kn coz blog aku neh public. so cukop la aku pgil dye jambori. wahai jambori ko xtaw ke yg insan bernama liyana neh x suke kt ko?? (of course dye tatau kalo dye taw da lme aku kne drop) bajet hot sje igt sume budak suke kt dye. da la mls nk ckp byk2 psal mamat jambori neh laa haih.

actually aku mmg ade byk nk story tp nk menaip tuh yg mlas. oke la mte aku yg sekian lme neh menahan ngntok kini da makin menyepet. mlm neh aku bantai tido mampus. slalu tido lmbt je kt asrama ngeh ngeh

a magical discovery

2010-02-26T15:38:00.006+08:00

semalam khalidah kc komen kt fb aku yg suggest aku add mutiara. ouh mutiara tuh bestie aku mse skola rndah. aku pon pegi la profile dye pastu add. sumpa aku ckap dye da cntik sgt skang. memang sejak kecik agy dye lawa an. so melalui fb mutiara aku jumpe page kawan² lama aku yg laen. diorg da besar so muke pon da mature weh! rndu sgt² kt diorg! n by the looks of them, sume pndai gile.

syakir: muke ko memang dri dlu ceria je

danial: ko da stylo skang. memang laen dri dlu

azim: slalu je ajak aku lumba lari smpai pagar haha

mutiara: ko memang cun skang

mse aku jmpe page diorg pastu tgok gmba² diorg, sumpa aku terharu. tak sgke aku akn jmpe diorg. (dlm fb jer..) muke diorg mmg da laen, makin ensem ngn lawa la weh! haha dlu mse skola rndah sume tk pndai bergaya agy an tp tgok la skang..amek ko! terkesima aku tgok gmba diorg. all the best dlm idop mrk.

Maulidur Rasul

2010-02-26T09:36:00.003+08:00

selamat pagi kepada semue!

mcam yang kite semue taw ary neh adlh maulidur rasul, ary yang kite semue ptot igt kpd nabi kite nabi Muhammad s.a.w. tanpa ketabahan baginda dn kesungguhan baginda, Islam tidak akan berkembang dgn meluas sehingga ke ary ini. baginda adlh kekasih Allah dn contoh yg terbaik bgi umat Islam.

nabi Muhammad : insan terulung

aku cuma nk jerit ARGHHH!

2010-02-25T18:23:00.004+08:00

ary neh kt skola kgkwan sume da taw psal aku dpt offer g sains rembau n kesengalannye diorg ckp skola tuh x bez. weh rilek k, korg tatau agy suasana kt sne coz korg blom agy msok sne. weh kn senang jazlee ade kt umah skang. bole aku tye dye cne keadaan kt sarem tuh. wani of coz geram dgn aku sbb aku akn tinggalkn dye. pagi² jmpe aku da bwat attempt mencekik leher aku. tatau la ape yg dye nk bwat time last day aku skola t. bwak pisau kot? haha sory wani. ko taw aku syg sgt kt ko. ade la segelintir dpd mereka yg x galakkn aku pndah. aku taw la korg syg kt aku an haha! (tibe² kene sindrom penyakit perasan kejap) eei korg memang suke bwat aku rse serba salah kn? skang aku da tatau nk bwat ape agy. otak aku skang da bole dianggap sebijik cam gmbar kt bwah neh:

"weh otak, ko tknak agy kusot la en"

arghh! tension je. bru aku taw cmni la ape yg kgkwan aku yg dpt offer sbp first intake dlu. true, it's hard to say goodbye to SHAMS n it's even harder to say goodbye to our friends. td mse aku isi maklumat diri ntok sijil bhnti skola, sempat aku selak page² blkg. sumenye penoh dgn tulisan kwan² aku yg da pndah. rse mcam mengimbau kenangan lme je ble tgok tulisan diorg. weh sumpa aku rndu gile! nnt bile aku da msok sarem, tibe la mse ntok aku homesick kt suasana shams lak. idop aku skang mmg da best kt shams, memang bole ckap rugi la kalo aku pndah. tp ini melibatkn mse dpan aku, cita² aku. memang berat ntok kite berpisah dgn org yg kte syg tp pertemuan dn perpisahan tuh lumrah kehidupan. kalo aku x berpisah skang, taon dpan kne gak berpisah. yg tuh mmg wajib la en coz kite sume da abes skola. da nk msok alam dewasa even. all i can say now is, just take the challenge and rock it!

da abes exam tapi otak serabot lagi!

2010-02-24T18:41:00.004+08:00

expression muke nk blank je

akhirnya ujian formatif yang menyeksa hidup aku since 2 minggu yang lepas da abes pon. tapi result dye..ehem ehem masing² boleh pikir la ye. hehe

"cikgu, kalo saya fail dalam Bahasa Arab Tinggi, +Math dengan Physics bole tak?"

haha memang sakit jantung ckgu kalo ade student dye yang ckap mcam tuh. ah suda suda tk payah pikir psal bnde neh agy. yang da lpas tuh biar la lpas je. actually aku ade mslah yg memang betol² buat aku pening skang. aku dpat tawaran second intake pegi SBP tapi aku sangat² sayangkn shams. yela eventhough ade bnde² yg aku kurang senang kt skola tuh, tapi aku sayang. betol² sayang kt skola tuh. aku sayang skola tuh ngan sepenuh hati aku dan aku sayang kawan² aku smpai hati aku penoh ngn sayang aku kt diorg. ya Allah tolong beri petunjuk kpd hamba-mu yang keliru ini. moga petunjuk-mu adalah keputusan yg terbaik buatku.amin..

sumpa aku memang tekejot gile bile dpt surat tawaran tuh

jeritan malam hari

2010-02-20T00:18:00.003+08:00

just a quick post to show that i'm still alive on this earth
dont know why but i'm getting lazier to update this blog
next week we,shamsians are going to have our formative exam
WHOOPDEEDO!! sape x suke exam?
kami sume suke sangat ngan exam! (dgn nada yg sarcastic)
nway dlm suke sedih neh aku tgah berpikir..
nape laki suke maenkn perasaan pompuan?
do they think a broken heart is easy to mend?
today i've decided that i'm not gonna fall for other guy again
haha u wish liyana!
after this you'll find yourself falling for him again
and again and again...

fon baru aa

2010-02-16T18:50:00.002+08:00

dudes n babes
akhirnya aku dpt jugak fon neh
the hottest phone..it's mine!!

suda lme tk blogging

2010-02-14T12:39:00.012+08:00

setelah beberapa ary aku tk mengetok keypad neh tetbe ary neh tergerak aty nk ber'blogging'. but before that to all chinese all over the world:

happy chinese new year!
may the year of the tiger brings u prosperity
and RAWR!!

suda² xyah over de bukn aku yg sambut raye cine neh. skola laen sume cuti smpai ahad mgu dpn except skola aku yg mmg kedekut cuti. arrr x aci! aku pon nk gak rilek² lme cket. da la kalo aku complaint kt cni bukn ade hsil pon. (jap tetbe igt mikey way. wek gedik!) urgh anti-virus da expired aku blom agy download yg bru. somebody help me! (desperate nk slmtkn laptop sndri)

*btw where all the smilies go?

darah dn merentas desa

2010-02-11T18:30:00.002+08:00

ary neh time bio ktorg sume kne bwat eksperimen yg kne gune darah. confession to make here: aku mmg fobia dgn darah. but surprisingly reaksi aku bile tgok darah da x seterok dlu. kekeke da x takot darah yeah! tp an ade sorg mamat neh bru aku taw yg dye neh mabuk darah coz lpas alip amek darah dye, dye pening kpla woo! haha relaks la dude evrythings cool la. alip bwat lawak mmg terbaek punye la.

then bebudak pompuan yg nk msok merentas desa ade trial run ary neh. aku ngn kgkwn pon cube² la nk join. but then bru smpai tman pinang gading, aku ngn che ah da pancit da. haha tuh la demam² pon nk jugak lari degil! heh sumpa aku xnk msok kejohanan merentas desa nnt. PENAT!

tentang seorg budak annoying neh..

2010-02-10T18:48:00.004+08:00

taw tk yg ade sorg budak form3 neh mmg tk geti nk hormat akak² yg lagi senior? huhtension je bile dye duduk blkg aku mse majlis perpisahan ckgu td. ade ke dye kutok kwan aku padahal kwan aku uh dpn dye je. da tuh kaki x bole duduk diam asyik sepak kerusi aku je.aku igt lagi dialog dye, neh ea:

"eei susah betol la ckap dgn org tk pham bhsa neh. ckap dgn berok lagi pham"

nk sgt ckap dgn berok ckp la s**l! ko yg gile ckap dgn berok. sbnrnye the reason dye ckap cmni sbb kwan aku mse uh tepuk tgn kuat so myb eardrum dye da terkoyak ke ape (heh pedulik ape aku. nk jd pekak xyah ajak org laen de) actually byk sgt dialog biadap dpd budak x guna neh tp aku mlas betol nk semakkn blog aku dgn dialog dye tuh. fugly: just GTH!

*bile aku tgh marah aku mmg gune harsh words. so tolong la jgn bwat aku marah.

ragam isnin

2010-02-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

hello kepada semue manusia!
ringkasan ary neh. (sory la x bez pon cite aku)

first, pagi² lagi budak tuh da sakitkn aty aku.
waktu bonda mengajar sume budak terlentok.
yay! rehat awal gile
time chem meja laki ngn pompuan bwat harok kt blkg lab. (meja aku la tuh)
gosip psal nabil pas² note kt jiran sebelah meja dye
nmpk mikey way (blushing)
gosip² ngn geng psal crush (mmg xde keje)
time badar cite psal ghost stories
n lastly..aku rndu sgt kt ko budak!

tkde tajok la

2010-02-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

(sedang gelak besar kerana berjaya siapkn homework)

sila tepuk bahu anda ats kejayaan inilega taw x bile homework da abes. da xde bnde yg aq nk risau agy da. um skang keje aq nk crik bnde ntok pembantangan sej slase neh. mntak² la pembentangan kali neh x jd cam pembantangan ary jumaat uh.tp +math ade yg aku pening² la..hehe xpe pak ade bole sok sek cket.senang betol idop zombi nme liyana neh

kalo la bole aku putar mse tuh semule..aku xkn bwat keputusan terburu-buru. aku xkn biarkn dye pegi. aku xkn pura² dgn prasaan sebenar aku. aku xkn bwat sume bnde bodo neh. aku akn berteros-terang dgn dye. aku akn gtaw dye ape yg aku rse..tp mse x bole diputar semule. aku kne berdepan dgn kesilapan yg aku da bwat.

ngeh mule la tuh melalot.

si budak tak tido mlam

2010-02-07T01:51:00.002+08:00

huih letihnye mate aku dok ngadap skrin laptop dri pkul 11.30 td bukn ape tp aku ade sumthing yg blom selesai. (heh keje skola yg blom selesai tknak pulak bwat huh) n skang mte aq ngantok tp disebabkn aq da addicted ngan laptop aq, no one can separate us babe! seb baek esok cuti agy kalo x confirm aq pegi skola ngn mte panda. dok lme2 bdan aq pon da jd stiff. kesan² lepak dpn laptop terlalu lme yg aq rse skang:

kaki sakit maa!
mte nek lesu da
otot² rse fatigue
ketagih nk tgalkn laptop

haha byk betol kesakitan aku. cian aq warghhlately mmg byk bnar sakit yg dtg kt aq. sakit aty,sakit pale,sakit kaki..mcm² sakit la yg adehuh da la entry neh pon da nmpk cam mencapap je. ee bpe byk kli la aq nk post entry dlm 1 ary an?haha oke la mule da nk merepek. oke gud nyte world. (haha da pagi da pon cik kak!

suda tension ngadap homeworks!

2010-02-06T13:55:00.003+08:00

ini ade satu fun fact yg eksklusif ade dekat shams je:
"tahukah anda cikgu² di shams sgt rajen memberi keje umah yg melebihi had? apa yg lagi menarik ialah kami pelajar² tidak penah menyiapkn homeworks tersebot. (siap la cket²)"

huargh npe la homeworks byk sgt neh??! kalo stakat latihan xpe gak tp neh nota! aku da la pling bnci bwat nota. huh amek ko mintak² la score exam aku tk terjejas sbb asyik komen psal homework je kt blog. post neh bukn skadar nk complaint je tp aku tulis sume yg aq ngah rse skang.

zati dan farah: npe korg mst dtg skola time aq x bwak kamera??
kpd kwn2 aq yg pindah: aq rndu korg sgt²!
to ms. i-think-evryone-likes-me: aq benci ko
to wani: cube la ko move on dpd khadazan
to syifa': sory la ko kne dgr aq ckp yg mikey ngn perfecto tuh ensem tiap² ary
ckgu² shams: sila la kurgkn jumlah homeworks

arghh tidak exam tinggal lagi 2 minggu tp aq x prepare pape pon!subjek makin lame da la makin susah. ary² la aku berazam nk study tp neh yg jd:

awal minggu: ujung minggu neh aq nk study n kurgkn lepak dpn laptop
ujung minggu: heh mlas la nk bukak buku. on9 ngn tgok tv agy bez

so camni la minggu² dlm idop aku. mse dibazirkn dgn on9 dn movies. ee berubah la weh! ko tuh da f4 xde mse nk maen² agy! sume bnde yg ko bwat dpn laptop neh x penting de! the good side of me always say that. um kne la jd nerd nmpknye neh.*sigh..

entry lagi?

2010-02-05T18:00:00.008+08:00

owg pon myb da muak tgok npe aq asyik bwat due entry dlam satu hari. eh sukati la neh blog wa maa.besides aq mne la ade mse nk blogging mse schoolday lorh! oke today kt skola aku ngn pak kne bwat pembentangan ntok PQS. (x suke diri kt depan!)oke so lepas kne desak ngn budak² neh, aq ngn pak pon dgn rse malu yg tersangat pegi la depan. aq speechless oke sebab da lme x bwat pembentangan. punye la malukt depan sebab bebudak laki asyik bwat keje sndri je. kene la suroh mereka neh bukak buku teks ms 123. dgn penoh rase awkward kitorg pon mule la bentang tajok. but as the time passed, aq enjoy gak la coz da ade respon.tapi ade sorg budak laki neh yg annoy idop aq sgt2. eei meluat la weh tgok muke ko wek!but everything was okay. haha laen kali kalo nk bentang kt depan sila la bwat preparation ye budak! (gile ckp sorg² HAHA!)

terbaek siang tadi:
1. husain
2. emy
3. alip
4. aizat
5. che ah
6. nabilah
7. ikmal hakim

artis suare mmg mantop la weh!

2010-02-05T14:44:00.004+08:00

ary² owg dgr mp3. ary² owg dgr ipod. ary² owg dgr radio. senang cite mmg ary² owg dgr lagu la.tapi kalo nk jd artis suare tuh mst r kne lunak n bile skali owg dgr je, owg da taw da spe yg nyanyi. (heh aq bukn nk jd penyanyi pon) neh artis yg suare dye mmg mantap gile n bile aq dgr teros aq knal spe yg nyanyi:

taylor swift
she's not only talented but gorgeous too

gerard way MCR
yeah aku suke sgt kt adeq dye mikey way!

katy perry
lagu hot and cold dye sgt bez

martin boys like girls
lirik lagu dye sume sweet

lady gaga
her fashion is soo out of this world

avril lavigne
the awesome punk princess

hayley williams paramore
RIOT!

miley cyrus
actually i'm not her fan

justin bieber
alahai budak comey neh

suda² kalo aq nk ltak agy gmba² artis alamat eh mmg berjela-jela la post neh. so baek aq stop. artis² di ats mmg bez oke tp bukn miley cyrus la. aq x mnat dye la haih. haha skang abes cite lyan lagu pulak ngee:)

BLA BLA BLA

2010-02-04T20:09:00.002+08:00

oke eventhough rmai yg xkn prcye kalo aq ckp cmni:
aq da mule suke sgt2 kt klas 4 ikh tuh weh!
aq pon tatau la npe aq gile sgt ckp cmni
aq taw rmai yg x suke klas diorg tp aq...
mule suke kt budak2 harok dlm klas neh
arghh gile!

aktiviti fevret aq skang:
tgok muke budak2 than ngantok time chemistry
haha comey2 jea n yeah aq mksodkn laki skali!
(ish2 x gheti jge pndgn tol budak neh)

haha lantak la en jnji tgok muke diorg aq x ikot ngantok skali
ckgu2 klas aq superb skali!
ms.ong ngn ayat "are u with me?"
ckgu mazlan ngn teka-teki lwak dye
teach mala dgn high spirit dye yeah!
ckgu ismail ngn "karam singh walia brkte"
haha sumpa aq terhibur ngn ckgu2 neh

dok blkg skali ngn part time lover aq : syifa'
haha ktorg bukn lesbian oke!
ary2 bwat lwak bodo ngn dye
lyan khairun ngn gaga dye
tgok abg muhammad msok klas (gedik je haha!)
singgah klas wani yg nun di hujung dunie sne
tgok mikey way ngn perfecto (crush? ngeh)
everything is in balance now
i found my lil heaven
but at the same time dealing with the homeworks urghh!

so i guess that's what life supposed to be
no more tears
no more sorrows
no more looking back

just a quick post

2010-01-31T19:12:00.003+08:00

bru tuka lagu blog. asyik dgr lgu empty cdey lak aku.
tjok lagu neh Runaway by Avril Lavigne. haha enjoy!

kalo la aku ade tgn yg panjang mst aq da peluk sume kgkwn aq biar diorg x dpt lari g mne2 mcm gmba kt ats neh. miss u guys sooo much!! dont noe how am i gonna survive the next day without u guys

my gorgeous zati n farah

2010-01-31T11:30:00.004+08:00

sila beri perhatian dkat due gadis ayu kedue-due dari kiri tuh.ya mereka zati dn farah yg skg da jd budak pu3 dn skola teknik akn dtg ke skola kluster kecemerlangan shams ntok sedikit reunion yg dibwat oleh aku,wani,pak n che ah. haha x saba rse eh nk jmpe muke diorg neh.eventhough mereka neh dtg x sama ary, xpe la jnji diorg dtg. sumpa aku rndu diorg weh. ntah ape la cite diorg kt skola bru. hehe mst x bez cam kt shams.oke2 tuh je nk ckp skang. miss u zati n farah!

*note to self: jgn lupe bwak kamera yea

guys should never say this..

2010-01-31T00:54:00.003+08:00

just then i was surfing the internet and i found these: things that guys should never say to girls on their first date okay this post is just for fun and i really think that guy should know these things. (as if any guy would read my blog DURRR!) okay here we go:

1. i'll have a coke but i think YOU should have a diet coke.
2. oh um..u look nice. u do wear make-up sometimes right?
3. girl: this is so gonna sound lame but ..i just luv celine dion.i dont know why but
she is soo cool.
boy: OMG! ME TOO!! i have all her albums and i even bought her dress on ebay
and it fits!
4. u look better online
5. girl : hey that guy is really hot!
guy: yeah he is!
6. i'm married
7. girl: does this dress makes me look fat?
guy: yes
8. u smell
9. your sister is hot
10. wow u look just like my mom!

there's a load more but since it's getting late, i better stop now. remember all this sayings are bad 4 u n ur date. dont spoil their mood on your very first date yah.otherwise they'll get really furious and kick ur ass!

Where Rainbows End

2010-01-30T18:04:00.003+08:00

la la la today i've just completed reading this fantastic book! aka Where Rainbows End by Cecelia Ahern. novel neh aku baru beli time bpak aku gaji ary tuh (hehe mmg tgah loaded la tuh) oke here's the synopsis:

"From naughty children to rebellious teenagers, Rosie and Alex have stuck by each other through thick and thin. But just as as they're discovering the joys of teenage nights on the town and dating disasters, they're separated. Alex's family move from Dublin to America - and Alex goes with them. For good.

Rosie's lost without him. But on the eve of her departure to join Alex in Boston, Rosie gets news that will change her life forever - and keep her at home in Ireland.

Their magical connection sees them through the ups and downs of each others lives, but neither of them knows whether their friendship can survive the years and miles - or new relationships. And at the back of Rosie's mind is whether they were meant to be more than just good friends all along. Misunderstandings, circumstances and sheer bad luck have kept them apart, but when presented with the ultimate opportunity, will they gamble everything for true love?"

bile da abes bce novel neh aku wonder: "mmg friendship diorg kuat smpaikn due2 da kawen tp masih tk lost contact. bole ke friendship aku kuat mcm friendship diorg??" ending novel neh akhirnye Alex Stewart and Rosie Dunne together forever and live happily ever after eventhough umur diorg mse tuh da 50 TAHUN!! imagine betapa kuat gile cinte dn persahabatan diorg. I'm totes impressed! oke la in real life aku taw yg mmg susah nk jumpe true friends mcm neh apatah agy kawen ngn diorg. kowg bole imagine tk yg kwan laki korg skrg akn kawen ngn korg bile dewasa nnt?? of coz rmai yg x bole imagine. mne bole kwan mse childhood kawen bile adult. malu pulak rse eh bile igt bleq time kecik2 dlu. oh well kalo aku nk rate aku akn bagi 4 bintang ntok novel neh. jln cite dye bez tp ntah npe ade cket bnde yg aku x puas aty la. pape pon aku suke sgt2 novel neh n hope yg prsahabatan aku dgn kwn2 yg laen bole jd kuat mcm Alex ngn Rosie dlm novel neh.

skola aku banjir!

2010-01-29T15:01:00.005+08:00

yeah skola aku mmg banjir dgn air mata budak2 yg nk pindah ngn budak yg ditinggalkn dn msih SHAMSIANS. kalo aku tye spe2 pon diorg mst jwb ary neh la yg pling sedih nk meninggal dlm idop diorg. budak2 yg pindah pon bukn calang2 punye..sume budak yg harok. abes la lpas neh era kebosanan dn kempunan nk dgr suare budak2 neh pon bermule. bagi aku, tkde pape yg agy sedih selaen tgok kwn2 yg ko syg tinggalkn kowg. tp tkpe la coz diorg pegi pon sbb nk agy brjye. (heh mcm la kt shams x bole brjye. suda la kowg sukati la nk brjye kt mne pon.

aku igt agy bile kte sume f1, sume muke skema agy. aku rndu klas 1 ikram dlu. penoh dgn lawak bodo khairul,syaho,hizarul pastu spe2 agy budak bseng dlm klas tuh. f2 pulak, awal taon pye la aku benci klas tuh sbb xde sorg pon geng aku ade dlm klas tuh. tp hari ke hari, aku mkin btambah syg sgt2 kt klas tuh. budak2 laki dye mmg bez gile. alip,fizi,idham,fahmi,naufal ngn sume dak laki 2 ihsan mmg bez la weh! dgr lwak korg mmg bole gelak smpai terkoyak usus kecik. msok 3 ikhlas, erm klas neh mmg sempoi je. although x bez sgt dpd klas f2 ngn f1 aku, tp aq syg sume owg. taon tuh kami semue study cam nk meninggal sbb PMR. eventhough korg bwat lwak pastu blaja pon cam nk tknk je, tp alhamdulillah kte dpt jugak keputusan yg gempak ntok PMR. korg mmg study smart la.

tapi tuh semue cite dulu. skang majoriti budak2 neh da tkde. tinggal la memori je. bagi kwn2 aku yg rmai bez fwen dye pinda, hope kowg tabah je ngn dugaan. kowg still bole contact ngn jumpe. it's not the end of the world yet. kite masing2 nk brjye jgn lupe tuh. kpd yg pindah tuh, moge2 idop kt skola baru agy bez. hope kowg dpt ape yg kowg impikn dlm idop. neh sekadar pesanan aku ntok kowg. dlm taon2 yg akn dtg kite sume pasti akn grad dlm universiti pastu ade career sndri. idop pon da senang dn tkyah susahkn mk bpak agy. kite semue da makin dewasa, hampir nk tinggalkn zaman skola da pon. so jgn la ade agy kenangan pahit dlm taon2 terakhir kite kt skola. all the best dlm idop kowg.

saya budak baru belajar laa haha

2010-01-28T21:22:00.003+08:00

aku tatau la bpe byk post aq nk bwat dlm 1 ary tp skang aq betol2 bosan. hah bwu td aq ltak followers gadget. tgok blog owg majoriti rmai yg ltak so aku pon join la haha.

oke cite laen pulak. selame neh aku slalu berangan nk ubah perspektif aku thdp idop aku yg mmg sedia bosan neh. dn bhgie sgt2 sbb aku da bole ubah ape yg aq ptot ubah sejak lme dlu. neh perspektif bwu aku:

lupekn dye lpas tuh move on
jgn paranoid tk tntu psa
liyana oi tolong la majukn dri ko dlm math!
no more last minute study babe
jgn snobbish n jgn biar owg igt ko snob!

so there! actually ade byk agy tp xkn la sume hal dlm kain aku nk kne ltak kt blog neh. HAHA! skang ngn adenye prinsip dn perspektif bwu , aku nk troskn idop aku yg da miserable dn jgn pndg blkg. [kalo ko pndg blkg pon xde spe tgu ko la!]

and btw memandangkn aku bwu ltak gadget tuh, sila2 la follow ea. budi dn jasa baekmu kukenang. arigato!

found this stylish graphic. luv it!

the best damn day!

2010-01-28T18:42:00.003+08:00

this day is totes FABULOUS! ary mne agy yg korg bole rilek dpn laptop pastu xde homework? well this day is the day! haha even better, esok da cuti. (erm skjap je hak3) tp cuti minggu neh bez sgt2 sbb my dad nk belikn fon bru. haha xpe la kalo x dpt W995..W705 pon oke what. erm ni nk cite sumthing yg x bez cket. td cian sgt2 kt sorg kwan aq neh. crush dye bwat sumthing unpleasant siang td ouh. eei kalo aq sumpa aq tension 7 ary 7 mlm tp seb baek kwan aq neh tabah cket. xpe la life must go on. he means nothing la dear

the post to be whinging

2010-01-27T18:09:00.003+08:00

mood: depressed

ayat plg sesuai ntok ary neh: "WTF!"
yeah today i felt sickeningly sucks!
sume bnde aq bwat rse cam x kne je
then mse lunch jmpe lak budak pkai beg SEBIJIK! cam dye pye
aq rse aq da sasau
kwn aq probably igt aq da gile
cian diorg sbb simpati kt aq
sory y'all...

it's empty again..

capap kejap

2010-01-23T19:36:00.004+08:00

skang aq da tuka skin aku n bwat mse skang aq bhgie ngn skin neh. bwat owg yg ckp kt cbox aq yg aq aq curik background dye (tdak penah aq coding background aku mne la aq taw nk curik background owg.) so mntak maap kt dye krna neh sume kebetulan shja. rmai lg owg yg sme skin blog dlm dunie neh. fuh! pnat aku nk mengedit sume neh kalo ade owg ckp aq tiru style owg..ee aku x tiru style sape2 la budus!!suda lepas neh mlas aq nk tuka skin. pnat taw x nk sedapkn aty sume owg neh.

post neh bukn stakat skadar mencapap shja tp pengakuan ikhlas aku yg x pnah curik background owg dn aku bukn jenis coward yg x ngaku slh sndri. (eventhough aq x bwat slh pon dlm hal neh)

tatau npe aq pegi ltak gmba neh..huh myb ekspresi muke owg neh sme ngn muke aku skang.

tag gmba sje

2010-01-23T18:01:00.005+08:00

td aq bwat +math. lpas bwat aq rse cam da jd psycho so nk ilgkn rse gelora dlm jiwa neh aq pon surf r tenet. aq g stu sesawang (cewah!) n aq jmpe gmba yg klaka but at the same time cute neh. aq pon tag la kgkwn aq kt fb kalo nk taw cne rupe gmba eh, nah neh dye:

ee comel je kucing2 dlm neh tuh yg bwat aq igt kt kgkwn aq yg comel gak tuh. haha tgok la spe yg kne tag ngn aq kt fb.

ade keje tknk bwat

2010-01-23T00:46:00.003+08:00

sumpa mgu neh byk sgt homeworks! nk crik mse ngadap lptp pon ssh..kne la selit2 kn mse antara mkn,tgok tv,tido bla bla bla. neh ha list homework aku. hmpir sume subjek ade keje2 yg trsndri:

BM: bwat karangan, sinopsis Papa
BI : soklan dlm bku teks
MATE: bku teks
+MATE: neh kalo xde keje mmg x sah la
BIO: nota
PQS: tampal nota budak2 neh
PSI: jwab penilaian dlm bku teks
BAT: nota jugak

tgok cam cket tp hakikatnye mahu menangis kami bwat keje2 neh. da la tuh susah lagi la menambah tension kpla otak yg da sdia kusot neh. arghh psycho!

jika anda seorg nerd 100%, neh yg akn anda ungkapkn:

Ilove going to school.
I mean, school is such an interesting place, why wouldn't anyone love going to school? :D
There are kind teachers, and my favourite of all time, HOMEWORK!
Wow, homeworks totally rock my socks off! Man, they are like the best things in the whole wide world!
Plus, they are my BFFs ♥!
My hobby? Of course it's doing homework! Gimme more of them, pleeeeeeease! :D

so please jgn jd nerd. anda menakutkn saya dan yg laen2

*eh btw prasan x yg aq da bsarkn cket font aq?? ngeh ngeh

kamu kamu dan kamu

2010-01-22T23:20:00.002+08:00

kamu sedar tak yg aq rndu dkat kamu?
kamu sedar tak yg pemergian kamu bwat aq cdey?
kamu sedar tak idop aq sepi tnpa kehadiran kamu?
kamu sedar tak kehadiran kamu dlm idop aq bmkne sgt?
kamu sedar tak yg saban mlm air mte aq tumpah bile t'igtkn kamu?

kamu tak sedar itu semua. mgkin kamu sudah pon menjumpai kwn2 yg lbey bgos dan dn dpt membuat kamu ketawa dgn lbey dpd kami di sini. kamu tinggalkn segala kenangan pahit dan manis kamu bsme kami dan teroskn idop kamu. kamu tidak sedar yg kami meratapi pemergian kamu. kamu gembira dgn idop kamu sekarang. kamu lupakn kami di sini. kamu lupakn jnji2 yg pnah kte ucapkn. kamu lupa itu semua.
kamu tidak sedar itu semua...

suda suda x kuasa aq nk nges dpn lptp. ntah mne dtg idea aq bwat entry neh pon tatau la

tinggal kenangan..

2010-01-17T00:31:00.016+08:00

aku tgok la gmba2 dlm cam td pastu terserempak la dgn gmba2 taon lpas. mse neh zati still ade. but now she took away all the sweet memories with her. n her presence still lingers....i miss her sooo much!

yea dlm gmb2 neh kami pkai tdg lbuh coz kami shamsians so?

aku bengang sgt kt ko budak!

2010-01-16T11:16:00.003+08:00

aku jenguk2 blog schoolmates yg laen sume meratap pemergian kwn2 diorg. ape kn daya ade bdak2 yg nk pndah. aku sndri da rse cmne sedihnye bile kwn kte yg paling bez, paling memahami kte pergi. zati aku tulis neh ntok ko, ko taw x?? aku pk2 bile diorg da pndah bole ke diorg sesuaikn dri ngn tmpat bru? crik kwan yg bez cam kt skola lme?? diorg x rndukn skola lme ke? bole ke diorg?? sume soklan neh la yg slalu menghantui dri aku skang. (eventhough x pnda pon!!)seriously aku syg kgkwn aku n kalo bole aq xnk diorg pnda pon. walaupun aku x bpe rapat ngn diorg tp kehilangan tuh ttp aku rse gak. cubit peha kiri peha kanan pon terase. (cewah! sejak bile aku pndai berperibahasa neh??)sigh da kalo takdir taon neh taon plg bosan dan plg sedih kt shams tuh ntok aku nk bwat cne an. aku ikot je kte Tuhan. kalo dye nk sume neh trjd itu x bole dilawan. kun fayakun

neh cam da lari dpd tajok kt ats neh. haha back to the real reason npe aku tulis tajok tuh. aku bengang sgt dkat sorg bdak neh yg tau nk poyo je. da aku tye ko leklok tuh jwab je la. hish x psal2 bdak neh da bagi aku panas pagi2 neh. (erm da tgh hari pon) argh da mlas aku nk lyan bnd yg bwat aku agy sedih n mara dpd ape yg aku rse skang. bla la ko bdak. bleik!!

x dpat tawaran la (damn!!)

2010-01-15T18:10:00.002+08:00

wahai kawan2 aku yg dpat tawaran g sbp neh pesanan aku kt korg:
jgn la pnda weh!!

abes la dak fom4 taon neh mkin lme mkin pupus
aku nk pnda sbb i dont think i cant stand wif arabic language
tp disbbkn aq da check n the result is aq x dpat tawaran pon..
nk bwat cne an?? (sedih sgt!!)
ape salah aku smpai aku x dpat tawaran??
npe dak straight a's laen dpt tp aku x dpt?
arghh pas check kt moe aq tros sakit kple
(pye la frust sbb x dpat tawaran)
pls! tolg! help! jgn la pnda weh

tgok kucing neh pon sdey kalo korg pnda taw x?

sje je nk blogging kejap

2010-01-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

akhirnya! lepas naek rabun mte aku plih skins kt Blogskins, jmpe la skin neh.
oke2 i noe it looks overly cute n mybe a lot of girlish but hey, i'm a girl after all
da lepas neh xley g kt BS kalo x tgn neh mst gatal nk tuka skin agy ngee :)

your voice was soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other
you'll always be my thunder

(taw spe yg igtkn aq kt lirik neh?? *sigh)

aku suda form 4

2010-01-14T15:06:00.006+08:00

bile form 4

xde keje umah byk sgt
ckgu2 aq bez ke x neh??
xde byk mse nk ngadap laptop
aq da x sme klas ngn budak tuh agy
sume owg expect kte act agy matang
yay! taon neh taon honeymoon

tapi sebenarnye..

keje umah makin blambak
ade ckgu bez ade ckgu x bez
aq crik gak mse nk ngadap laptop eventhough HW x siap
tuhan je taw cmne prasaan aq ble da x sme klas ngn dye
aq da cube tp aq xley buang byak childish aq neh
mmg x bole honeymoon taon neh

skola tuh mmg kejam la. taon neh sume geng kne separate. mmg x kasi peluang lgsong nk bwat harok dlm klas ngn kgkwn. kpd spe2 yg dri dlu berangan nk sme klas ngn kgkwn diorg mmg da msokkn angan2 tuh dlm botol pastu dicampak ke laut. bole aq kembali bleq mse aq umo 3 taon ble aq x payah pk psal neh sume??

mse aq tulis entry neh aq tsedar: aq rndu sgt kt zati..

which is better?

2010-01-14T11:40:00.002+08:00

since aq dpt straight a's dlm PMR neh, ayh aq mmg da promise nk blikn fon bru. (heh tatau la ble an) n so lpas byk kli gune nokia aq nk tuka style la cket gune sony plak. so pas survey kt tenet n dpt recommend dpd fareq yg suggest aq gune W760i (erm btw bez ke fon neh?) aq da jmpe the perfect slider phone haha :)

i'm freakin' luv this W995. neh fst choice aq

ridiculously hot W705 pon bole gak

cute an W595 neh?

W760i oke2 not bad

cun weh model W910 neh

oke so neh la fon2 yg ade dlm bajet skang. forget bout aino, yari, satio or xperia cuz that kind of phones gonna cost my dad's wallet a ton. tp mmndgkn aq x plan nk bli fon dlm mse tdekat neh baek aq tgu model bru kuar. (tuh pon kalo hrge dlm bajet la) but yg pntg dpt fon bru suda. i'm tired of my old, silly 5200

kehidupan seharian zombi yg b'nme liyana..

2010-01-13T19:02:00.009+08:00

NOTICE!
no zombies are harmed in the making of this entry

pagi2 agy mk dye da kjotkn dye. (x bole bgon sndri ahaks!)
mnd | solat | breakfast | melaram (ish kalo pompuan mmg pompuan la)
salam dad dye pastu msok kete
termenung dlm kete, igt kgkwn,kazen,crushes (ampun byk2!)
smpai skola naek tgga yg tgi cam everest nk g klas
bwat la pape yg rse dlm mood nk bwat
byik loceng g assembly..ckgu ckp bla bla bla
msok klas n blaja (zZzZ)
rehat jmpe kwn n berzombi brsme
msok klas blek pastu gelak2 kt blkg
kalo ade dak2 yg lalu cuci mte la kjap (astaghfirullah!)
abes skola dpt jmpe kgkwn blek n kalo nseb baek, jmpe crush skali hak3
mkn2 n solat zohor
g library or msok klas blek ikot preference kgkwn
kalo kne btugas kt library *sigh (rndu cik pah!)
blek umah..dlm kete tido
smpai umah bce novel jap or on9
mnd | solat | dinner
study study n study (while dgr mp3)
sblom tdo kgkdg igt kt crushes smpai bley msok dlm mimpi (sweet dreams)
idop neh sebuah roda yg bputar setiap ary sme je

idop zombi neh mmg bosan. moral of the story: jgn jd zombi haha

ouh la la

2010-01-08T14:42:00.004+08:00

ary neh dak fom4 dpt taw klas. seb baek sme klas ngn pak n che ah although cian kt wani sorg2 kt irsyad. dont worry babe ko mst ley survive. hmph tgok dak2 klas aq cam oke la xde skema mne de. n ary neh gak ktorg dpt bku teks yg ktorg akn pikul ats bahu ktorg smpai abes taon 2010. neh bku eh:

Bahasa Melayu etc.
English etc.
Mathematics
Biology / Biology practical
Chemistry
Physics / Physics practical
+ Math
Bahasa Arab Tinggi
Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah
Pendidikan Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah
Pendidikan Jasmani
Pendidikan Sivik dn Kewarganegaraan
erm pe agy ea??

aq sure sgt yg ade agy bku teks yg aq lom tlis tp x igt pe. tuh menandakn mmg byk sgt bku ntok taon neh. selak2 bku nk nanges aq tgok contents dye weh haha. cne la senior2 neh bley deal ngn bilangan bku yg blambak n bley mematahkn tulg bahu?? berikutan btpa sshnye ble da msok upper form neh aq decide nk kuwgkn free time yg aq gne nk bce novel|blogging|surf tenet n etc. (heh mcm bley bwat je) ick* xde mood nk cite psal upper form yg mkin lme mkin ssh neh. arghh remember what mom said liyana! : [dont say die but up girl n try.] yeah thx mom i'll remember that magic sentence.

ipoh mali ouh!

2010-01-07T17:41:00.005+08:00

haha x g skola ary neh lantak la an. da la bosan xde keje kt skola uh except skang pss mkin byk keje coz ckgu fathin da amek alih pss. urghh!! cam sengal je jadual tugas skang tp da tuh cre ckgu fathin nk bwat cne. oke xnk ckp psal skola nk ckp psal trip aq g ipoh ary neh. smlm mse mom ckp yg abg aq nk bwak awek dye my reaction was like:HECK! WHAT!? kak dayah pon nk ikot sme? ala aq pon da mule pk mcm2. but ble pg neh nk gerak xde pape pon act. kak dayah sgt baek n suke gurau. hehe pg2 uh dye kurg ckp cket coz myb still ngantok. but aq prasan yg dye sms ngn abg aq eventhough diorg dlm stu kete! haha nk ckp2 xley sgt coz aq yg dok tgh. (maklumla vios bsar mne ketenye) pastu mrk pndg2 n senyum2. urgh aq pon tatau nk ckp sweet or agk geli ble tgok diorg. but i guess due2 kot ;P

so ble da smpai kolej abg aq pon daftar n aq tgu pon smpai naek ngantok coz lme nk mam! then g hostel abg aq agkut brg dye sume. pastu da abes sume neh mule la pjlanan bleq ke sban yg sgt jaoh. again aq kne deal ngn two lovebirds dlm kete neh. mlas nk tgok diorg senyum pastu borak so aq decided nk bwat2 tdo x sgke la kak dayah bley amek gmba aq tdo pastu dye ckp nk ltak kt ms. aq ckp NO!! but of coz la dye gurau je, xkn la dye nk ltak muke bkal adeq ipar dye yg cute neh (ahaks!:P) kt ms. so bhnti kt tapah lunch kjap pastu smbong bleq tdo (hehe) then smpai sban. camtu la kesah yg x bpe nk bez mse g ipoh anta abg aq daftar kt kolej. rndu kgkwn taw spjg ary neh coz x dpt jmpe mrk.

zati : ktorg sume syg ko!

2010-01-05T19:37:00.007+08:00

caption: second dari kiri adlh zati dak yg cun yea

entry neh sume psal zati. SEDIH! weh dye da pindah!!!! argh x aci dak yg cun ngn baek cm dye da xde sme ktorg agy da la tuh dye pon tatau yg dye pndah ary neh coz sume cam tetbe je.sumenye sbb parents dye nk dye pndah dri shams ats personal reason n the worst is, zati tatau pon yg dye kne pndah weh! isn't tht cruel?? OMG! skang aq,wani,syifa',farah ngn che ah x dpat dgr dye melatah agy, x dpt dgr dye bwat lwak agy, x dpat tgok dye kabot agy!! bwat scene je td mse bwat parting time kt kantin taw x. ade la owg2 yg nmpk ktorg ngis scra live kt situ tp lantakla coz ktorg sdey sgt. sume cam x caye je yg ary neh last day ktorg jmpe zati (kt skola je la) coz mmg x sgka gle2. ya tuhan knpe pisahkn kwan aq yg sgt2 baek neh dpd ktorg? aq bru dpt jmpe dye 2 ary dlm taon neh tuh pon lom abes agy rndu kt dye tbe2 dye da nk pndah.tp aq taw neh sume ujian tuhan n aq sure yg ktorg x lost contact amin. so skang tgal la aq,wani n pak. kuning!!

heart REVZ 4 eternity

fst day skola..ARGHH!! benci!

2010-01-04T19:22:00.007+08:00

fst day skola pe pktaan yg sesuai?
BOSAN!

ble ckgu bwat akt or ckap2 kt dpan?
BOSAN!

ble kne dgar ceramah?
BOSAN!

so basically tuh la pktaan yg pling sesuai or yg plg byk aq sebot ary neh (dn ngantok!) urghh igtkn mgu orientasi bez la cket coz ade akt but neh da bosan thap karma! heh igtkn bley la usha2 cket dak2 yg bru msok tp hampeh sje. (haha kasi jeles cket sama itu dak laki yg da otai) but since aq x nmpk pon lubang idung dak2 laki bwu so aq tnam leklok mimpi uh pastu aq kambus jd kubo! tp dlm group aq ary neh ade la due owg dak bwu (let me tell u this: DUE OWG JE!) sorg nme fadzlin n sorg agy nme dye umi n due2 asal kelantan n pahang. dgr cam dak baek an?? tp diorg neh mmg baek pon. but it still dont change the fact that this day is a TOTAL BIG FAT BORINGNESS!

*ouh n i got a pashmina from my mom's friend who just came back from vacation.purple n real cute!

skola itu...

2010-01-03T09:41:00.003+08:00

ESOK!

mule la khidupan aq dn bdak2 normal yg laen sbgai seorg student ntok pegi ke skola dn bla bla bla...aq mmg x excited nk g skola. argh dunie dicipta ngan gembira bukn derita! aq taw rmai agy dak2 kt luar sne yg x larat nk g skola sok. tuh lom agy yg dok asrama, mst nk kne pack bju la bgai. kre dak yg x dok asrama untung agy coz dpt agy mkn mskn mak diorg ahaks! aq mlas nk g skola sok sbb:

uniform skola blom gsok agy
ape yg nk bwak blom msok beg agy
aq blom sedia nk lpaskn kemerdekaan aq
aq blom agy nk jmpe muke ckgu2

da la aq tlis kt cni pon xde gune gak sok kne jgak pegi skola. bye-bye ms|fb|fs|hi5|ym|freedom! (T_T)

all the (SMALL) things part 2

2010-01-02T10:08:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY:

shit lusa da skola la weh. argh aq lom puas cuti agy neh. ngn laptop bwat hal agy tmbh bengang. mom ckap ary neh nk anta g kdai tp cm x jd je. bz bnar ngn keje2 dye. *sigh on the opposite side n also the bright side of this tragic epic, aq dpt jmpe kgkwn kt skola t. my dearest n craziest fwenz r waiting 4 me yo! rndu nk mam ngn mrk weh da la mse amek result x dpt jmpe diorg (x pkai spek so rabun n x nmpk muke owg yg radius 3m dri aq hak3) n not to 4get the dudes. hehe mse cuti neh nmpk muke kt fb or ms je neh biar la live cket.

wht i've discovered during the hol:
1. cnte x dtg kalo dirncg tp dtg automatik asalkn due pihak tepuk due belah tgn
2. kalo dri bgos pon xley poyo t ade la consequences dye
3. make sure ngn sume owg mst aq status x kre la bezfwen or boyfriend kalo x confuse
4. tgalkn plag yg smbong ngn modem spy jgn jd cm aq haha
5. friendship r more cherished when we live apart
6. gotta keep an eye ntok owg bru yg msok skola taon neh hehe

hmph i'm wondering whether he n i still have tht thing (u noe wht it is) but i will not force him. kalo suke kt sumone xley pkse dye t dye pon fed-up ngn kte. so for now aq oke je ngn dye (erm sort of) oke2 cut the crap. hope taon neh x terok cm taon lpas n aq dpt satu klas ngn kgkwn pls3x!!

* ouh n this is my 100th entry. hehe da tue gak blog aq neh

here comes 2010!

2010-01-01T00:45:00.002+08:00

oke entry neh ptotnye aq bwat kul dobelas td tp bz survey fon so terlupe lak. so epy new year!! god bless u all. memandangkn owg yg text aq sume tye psal azam so neh la azam aq: nk kuruskn bdn get it?? haha biar jd krus kering cm lidi. erm pe agy ea nk tlis?? td bkn maen mencurah-curah idea aq skang kering plak. pape pon bwat kgkwn aq smoge bhgie la ea taon dpn. this is the bez wish tht i can give to u guys. oke otak da xley perah idea agy so nk bla dlu la. again epy new year guys!! xoxo L

liyana is back!!! haha

2009-12-31T20:57:00.002+08:00

ello fella n babe!
rndu aq? aq rndu kowg 25% je haha
oke ble da lme x blogging neh mule r kuar ayt sadis n x msok akal
but fst of all aq xley lelme coz aq ngah pkai lappy abg aq
[lappy aq lom stabil agy la network dye]

oke xnk tlis pjg2 so here's the summary
1. i got 9a 4 my PMR!!!
2. my dad is sure gonna get me a phone
3. dpt la jenjln cket n shopping ngee:)
4. this blog need a new skin la
5. i miss my fwenz terribly arghhh!!!
5. erm tatau da nk tlis pe coz byk sgt lorh

hajat aq nk tlis lots n lots of entry tp lom dinner agy la hehe.oke gotta jet coz my stomach is screaming "feed me!feed me!" (tgok kn aq da ckp terkeluar gak ayt sadis haha)

prob deh

2009-12-13T00:12:00.002+08:00

oit budak2!!
sory sesgt sbb aq x dp on9:
ms-fb-fs-ym-blog
in the current time
modem aq bwat hal n here i am
writing this entry at my cousin's house
haha once da oke aq on9 lme2 biar bil naek

aq heart korg2 yg aq x dpt jmpe mse hol neh
lebiu!! <33

X0XO
NYM*S

kerinduan

2009-11-22T20:55:00.006+08:00

hey ho da lme aq x update blog neh. mmg da ade idea ntok bwat post tp prob eh pic xley upload la. t ble da oke bleq bwu aq post entry bwu. yea ary neh ahad so da due ary kte sume cuti skola. n to tell u the truth it sucks really what wif my mom gone to JB n i'm left alone wif ma dad. miss my mom already n her wonderful food. ntok smntra neh aq kne la thn ngn mskn luar | mskn ayh aq | mskn aq sndri (although yg neh mmg impossible la) aq rndu kt kgkwn aq..rndu nk gelak2 ngn diorg. aq rndu kt ehem2 sbb x dpt tgok dye smile agy. argh!! aq rndu!! ble tgal aq ngn ayh aq je kt umah neh rse cm bella ngn charlie la plak. at least dad will left me alone wif my own world..

last skola gitu

2009-11-20T22:46:00.007+08:00

aq da mlas la nk tlis entry pjg2. this time aq ltak pic je dlm entry neh. pic2 neh la hsil eh tyme kt skola

we spell love..klik kalo x nmpk n ntok enlarge

after kwad..sumpa pnat weh

epy together

misc

2009-11-17T21:27:00.008+08:00

serius doe ary neh la ary yg plg pnat aq kawad. slame neh x pnah lak aq rse pnat nk mati cmni. [myb sbb ade lawrince kot huhu. dye da kawen la lupekn je la liyana ;P ] bengangnye smlm ktorg x kawad awan mendung je x pnas tp ary neh tetbe bwat hal panas lak. huh muke aq rse cam kne grill je kt pdg uh. [da jd bbq pon] dak laki cm siot je fly kawad. alasannye tkot gelap. erk! geli tekak aq dgrnye. kalo pompuan laen cite la weyh kalo tkot gelap tp neh laki?? what the F!heh bak kte ckgu azmah "pondan". wtv la bdak2 zman skang. wargh tapak ksot aq da hancus da weyh! tuh la rajen sgt kawad smpai ksot pon da x thn asyk kne belasah ngan aq. cian che ah ary neh ouh. semata mata nk amek kepek yg da jtoh kt lantai kantin yg kotor tuh dye jtoh kusi bhai. aq ngan add btol2 da try nk cover gelak tp ktorg xley la. dimulekn dgn pekikan pastu kusi tuh pon rebah huhu. sory che ah but ktorg mmg xley than gelak. pak ngan zaty melepas tgok scene che ah terjun dri kusi huhu. :)

he's the one who gave all the commands
yeah he's the one that i truly fell for all this time
i've just realised that now although i
regretted that i dont realise it sooner
[that guy]
-i adore u-

movie rainy movie

2009-11-15T16:19:00.005+08:00

ark! ary hujan! ble aq igt nk kuar snap pixca tyme sunlight ade tyme tuh gak la hujan turon.T__T uish xpe2 hujan tuh rahmat but i guess my photography day will be another day together wif ma twin alin [ngee :)]

so pe nk bwat ea tyme hujan2 neh?? maen ps?? urm..no. novel? pg td da bce lme da. argh!! tatau nk bwat pe bosan!!! urm..movie sounds fun. movie pe ek nk tgok?? rite now i'm in the mood to watch chick flick movies. hmph.. sleepover sounds okay to me. better dash to youtube and watch it.

* aq tatau npe aq post entry neh.abaikan je la

top ten list :)

2009-11-14T21:50:00.014+08:00

i was surfing the net when i found a bunch of top ten list in this really cool website bout middle skewl. i scooped up the contents coz i like them. here r some of the top ten lists that i picked:

places to go on the fst date:
1. movies
2. mall
3. park
4. beach
5. bowling
6. dinner/restaurant
7. amusement park
8. sports game
9. coffee shop
10. concert

best fashion tips
1. be urself!
2. dont wear too much make up
3. never wear short shorts
4. be creative in fashion
5. always wear something u're comfortable in
6. accessorize, but dont over do it
7. never wear socks with sandals
8. mix it up a lil'!
9. dont wear see through clothing
10. skinnies!

worst rumors
1. dating sumone u're not
2. cheating on a test
3. kissing a geek
4. liking sumone u dont
5. u pick ur nose
6. sumone nerdy has a crush on u
7. cheating on ur boyfriend
8. getting bad grades
9. u're a teacher's pet
10. sleeping wif a blankie

things or people that wud make ur life easier
1. best friends
2. cell phone
3. maid
4. money machine
5. laptop
6. robot
7. mom
8. boyfriend
9. homework machine
10. time machine

well that's it. enough wif the top ten. hmph..ckp psal top ten, da lme aq x bwat music chart aq sndri an?? will think bout it later

long awaited NEW MOON

2009-11-13T09:24:00.004+08:00

lpas Twilight da jd box office movie skang ade lak sekuel dye tjok New Moon yg rmai owg tgu2. movie New Moon neh ade agy byk ksan grafik spya kowg syok tgok movie neh. haha kn aq da ckap cam promoter movie. nway here's a synopsis of the movie:

In New Moon, Bella is 18 (a year older than the eternally 17-year-old Edward), making her desire to be a vampire even more urgent. After a disastrous birthday party, Edward and his family suddenly leave Forks — and Bella — behind forever. The only thing able to bring Bella back from her depression is her best friend, sunny Jacob Black. She begins to spend most of her time on his reservation, especially after she realizes that thrill-seeking activities like riding her new motorcycle with Jacob help her to remember Edward more clearly.

Still, even with her vampires gone, Bella can't avoid the paranormal. Jacob discovers that he and several other boys are next in line to defend the Quileute tribe from vampires, the "cold ones," and that, like their ancestors, they can shape-shift into werewolves. Even though the werewolf pack sometimes helps take Edward off her mind, Bella isn't finished with vampires. Clairvoyant Alice thinks she sees Bella's future disappear, and a series of miscommunications leads Edward to believe that she is dead. When he heads to Italy to end his own life, Alice and Bella arrive just in time to stop him, but end up having to face the Volturi, the rulers of the vampire world.

Once they return home, Edward, who had been just as miserable as Bella, reveals that he only left Forks because he knew how difficult her life would be if he stayed with her. Though it takes a while, Bella finally believes in the depth of Edward's love for her imperfect, accident-prone, human self.

although bg aq novel new moon yg aq bce novel yg plg bosan dlm twilight saga sbb edward da pegi jaoh tgalkn bella but aq rse dlm movie new moon agy bez dpd movie twilight. [aq rse la] can't wait until 20/11/2009!! have i mention that the day is when we start our school holiday?? yeah! let the phenomenon continue!

the jerk!

2009-11-12T18:21:00.003+08:00

that domo is me,throwing punches at u,the rabbit. huh!

ko taw x ko la makhluk yg plg _______ dlm dunie?
myb ko x sdar but aq bley sdarkn ko nk?
urgh all i need was a boy to prove that they all r not the same
but u juz blew it out
n now i won't trust u ever again
yeah my fwens already noes the ugly truth bout u
now they're disgust wif u
n u deserved it fugly bastard!

* urh bhse yg aq gnekn dlm post neh agk biadap sbb depressed..cowy

one word : ARGHH!!!

2009-11-10T18:35:00.003+08:00

nyesal gle aq dtg ary neh. taw x pe yg ktowg kne bwat?? kawat weyh!skola tuh cam da xde akt laen je.
mule2 aq igt bez la sbb dak2 neh ckp camtu but after that..felt like shit!! yg plg annoying:

aq x pnah dtg mse lthan kawat so aq byk wat salah jea
tuan ismail uh sgt2 la suke torture ktowg
pnas nk mati smpaikn aq rse da burnt out!
padang tuh lecak so kasot kotor n suar pon sme
kne kawat dpn laki which was very embarassing!!

seb baek tuan jamal uh baek n sporting cket. at least dye x poyo ngan ktowg mse ajar kawat. cian kt aina sbb asyk kne pgil bwat demo jea. rmai gak r yg assumes pak mail uh ske ngan aina. sure dye ensem n cute but wtv aq ttp x ske pak mail uh fullstop! pas da abes kawat aq rse cam nk pgsan jea. da la pnat pastu ngan peluh agy..eew yuck! luckily pas kawat ktowg tgok movie..urm what does it called?? owh yeah "back to the future"but mse tuh aq da ngantok sgt2 smpai aq ngan farah tdo jea mse movie tuh.ala x bez sgt pon movie uh. then tyme bleq aq ngan pa' g kt kdai burger uh bli burger. fuh pas stu ary kawat perot lapa jgn ckp r. nikmat gle tyme dpt mkn burger..sdap lak tuh nyum nyum!

burning up like fire!

tag :)

2009-11-09T15:44:00.008+08:00

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
sakit aty pastu rilek jea

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
urm..live wif ma prince charming happily ever after haha

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
mohd amir b roslan. aq mmg da lme nk blasah mamat neh

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
bwak mk ngan ayh aq g haji pastu melancong

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
nk kte suke x jugak sbb 2 in 1

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
taw pe agy bez?? ble kte care antra stu sme laen. love is juz a sweet word but people love to play wif the word

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
baek aq tgu durian gugur la

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
aq taw rmai yg admire dye sbb dye hot so adkh itu stu kesalahan??

9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?
kegembiraan ngan kejayaan diorg

10. What takes you down the fastest?
ble ade owg yg betray aq..pantang aq weyh 100%

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
kalo bkn marine biologist jdik lecturer.kalo bkn lecturer jdik photographer

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
borak2 ngan kwan aq kt skola n mkn burger

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
dye bkn person tp alien la..haha sory2

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
lme2 aq kne kawen gak an..soal kaye or miskin pndgn dunie ketiga

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
check fon kalo2 ade msg

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
da tntunya x. relationship bkn top priority aq oke?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
aq amek yg plg memahami aq whoever that is

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
mule2 rse nk bunuh owg tuh gak r tp lme2 da cool down

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
urm..ntah aq pon tatau

20. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
aq blom pnah ade dlm situasi neh so tatau nk bwatpe

dgn rasminye aq tag owg2 neh:

ponteng agy :p

2009-11-09T14:57:00.002+08:00

pye la mlas dak nme liyana neh. argh aq x ske la akt kt skola!! bosan taw x! btw smlm kn ade match between chelsea ngan man utd.no need to ask me which side i'm siding..of coz chelsea! duh! OMG due klab neh da la musoh ketat then lwan plak[seb baek bkn final fareq ckap la] haha n the result is:
1-0
n the champ goes to chelsea. told ya that chelsea rocks! oke enough wif the soccer story.

skang neh aq dlm kondisi keliru neh. aq x ptot n x layak pon nk rse cmni tp da nk jd nk bwat cne. aq da puas da crik mne silapnye tp x jmpe. aq xley time dye la. npe ssh sgt aq nk tolak dye ea??

sumpa aq xnk jdik nurse or doc

2009-11-08T21:46:00.009+08:00

td aq g ospital lwat atok sdre aq yg koma sbb diabetes dye tgi sgt. spjg idop 15 taon aq x penah g wad icu taw x so aq pon tatau nk expect pe ble smpai sne. so ble smpai wad tuh cm bese la kte xley bwat bseng sgt n aq pon bla la sbb aq tgh msg ngan kwan aq t tkot ggu ketenteraman wad tuh plak n aq nk crik sumwhere aq bley dok sorg2 4 de sake of my peace. mule2 aq dok kt koridor ospital uh sje je nk mncapap an then smpaila tyme aq x sgop nk dok kt koridor agy. arghh ade due owg nurse uh dye trik ktil n ats ktil uh ade sowg neh myb dye xcident ke ape aq pon x sure but the sheet was all covered in blood!!! tuh yg bwat aq x than sgt uh sbb aq ade haemophobia which means blood
phobia. urghh watching the nurses n the unconscious man gives me creeps. pas tuh aq tros bla sbb ne taw nnt ade agy nurse bwak ktil owg skit agy ngeri dpan mte aq..urghh x sgop nk tgok!! mse tuh aq pon merayau la xde tmpat nk lepak. cam owg gle tprgkap dlm ospital je rsenye taw x. puasla aq pk ne tmpt yg xde owg when at last aq dpr jwpannye...tangga haha!! so aq pon naek tga nk g wad atok aq [owg rmai sume naek lif huhu] pastu jmpe spot baek pye pe agy aq dok pastu dgar lgu. oke aq taw aq neh x baek sbb dtg ospital ptotnye lwat owg skit but instead aq dok kt tga lyn lgu but what can i do?? the smell of medicine n the sight of blood makes me sick! da dkat sedekad aq dok kt tga uh bru la mak aq kol sbb nk bleq. otw nk g keta smpat agy sgah hospimart shopping cket. waa ble aq tgok coklat ngan chips kt mart tuh bwu aq sdar yg aq lapa so aq ngan kzen aq grab r ape yg ktowg suke. [no worry my mom's treat] haha neh la sweet treats yg aq dpat pas merana tgok darah ngan bau ubat kt ospital.

go!go! n9!!

2009-11-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

bwu pas abes tgok bola td.woohoo n9 mng 3-1 poit!!bge aq jdik bdak n9.mule2 mmg aq igt klate klah
3-0 but ble mse kcderaan bwu la klate dpt 1 gol.jd la kn dpd bwak bleq telur ayam haha! tp aq plg
nyampah kt pykg klate.nk taw pe slh yg diorg bwat??
1. blg mercun smpai b'asap uh
2. blg batu smpai tkena kt jurukamera
3. bkar kusi [vandalisme tol!]
4. blg botol mse alif nk tndg sudut

mmg kampung tol spe yg bwat crimes neh.ade ke ptot rosakkn hrta bnd awam??[asal aq skema
sgt neh??] huh da klah tuh klah je la. da sah xley time qada' ngan qadar tol.BOO!!

btw da ngantok da..nyte guys.sleep tight

kami PSS pye jamuan la

2009-11-03T20:43:00.005+08:00

sblom aq cite psal jamuan PSS,nk cite gak yg td aq tgok cite harry potter n half blood prince. spe ea
yg bwak cite tuh??oke aq tatau spe tp aq syg bdak tuh weyh!!thx bebyk sbb bwak cite fave aq~ hmph
by the way cian kt bdak2 fom3 laen cuz ari neyh lawatan g mlk kne cancel.sme2 la kte BOO-HOO!! ea.

oke smbong bleq tjok kt ats tuh.kul 2.30 td aq,wani,pa' ngan ad la antra dak yg plg awal msok bas ouh.
mmg nmpak sgt r yg ktorg neyh kebulor!mmg weyh!kosgkn perot semate-mate ntok jamuan neyh la.sgt
la xley dok diam dlm bas.snap pixca la,borak2 la.n mrk neyh mmg owg yg suke bwat lwak doe!suke mrk!
ble da smpai kne la naek bukit sbb hotel tuh ats bukit.[btw,aq lom gtaw ag an ktne venue dye??oke kt
hotel sri malaysia] i noe it's not a 5 star hotel but who cares??yg pntg nk isi perot weyh!!

msok2 je nmpk cik pah our ex-librarian caretaker.OMG! aq sgt rndu gaban kt cik pah!!! i luv u cik pah
4eva! so mule la ucapan2 from our teachers n abg zul [act ktorg sume da lapa but saba je la] n
after speeches tuh da abes..pe agy melantak la!nyum nyum ade puding [ad yg abeskn sume haha] n not
to 4get abc n cendol as well. [main course nasi of coz] ouh heaven! mmg penoh la perot aq tyme tuh.

pas da mkan2 ade la acr penyampaian adiah.heh rupe2-nye aq,pa',wani n ad da kne gebang ngan list
nme yg ktorg jmpe kt library.dlm list tuh pye la byk nme ntok pemenang tp yg dpt adiah act cket je.
ktorg mmg tgu2 la kalo2 no ktorg mng adiah cabutan btuah but hampeh.last2 tadha ngan naufal gak
dpt an.isk isk x puas aty share r cket!!then abes r event ktorg.

tyme nk gerak bleq tuh smpat la ktorg slam cik pah.siap tye cik pah agy,"cik pah keje sne x kne buli
ke?" then cik pah jwab la,"cik pah yg buli diorg ade la".haha cik pah as always akn bwat lwak n that's
why la ktorg syg dye sgt2!! eventhough u r not here anymore we'll luv u in our hearts cik pah!!

konklusinye maju la PSS ntok SHAMS hahaha!

i'm heartless [seriously]

2009-11-01T09:30:00.003+08:00

satu insiden tlah t'jd smlm weyh.but surprisingly aq xde rse pape pon.nanges x heartbroken pon x.
aq pon pelik npe lak ley jd cne.mmg btol la aq neyh heartless,darah beku,xd prasaan.but i like it.
pas da jd insiden yg malang uh oke i admit it that i felt sad but that's how life must be kot.aq kne
move on gak.nah i won't thinking bout him again.it's all over now n aq still jd kwn dye suda.myb
that's the best 4 us.myb sumday aq jmpe sumbody agy baek dpd dye.one thing 4 sure,aq doakn
diorg epy slalu weyh.[see?aq x smpan dndam pon (baek2) or jealous kt diorg.]haha hepy this way.
my heart now is empty

p/s:kan ku cari konklusi

untitled

2009-10-29T19:11:00.003+08:00

ellorps!!ari neyh skola dgn besenye bjln dgn bosan nk mam.so bdak2 neyh pg2 agy da serbu blik tyg nk
tgok movie.weyh aq rse cam nk merayu je kt spe yg in charge uh [atip uh??] spy diorg bkak cite
'HARRY POTTER' but nk bwat cne aq neyh juz insan bese je so nk xnk tgok r cite 'DEATH RACE'.mule2
aq tgok cam s*** je cite neyh an sbb byk bnar scene yg diorg mncarut.tp lme2 aq suke gile cite neyh
doe!ye la mmg la byk dye ckp ~~fuck u,fuck wif me,motherfucker,son of the bitch,asshole~~ uish mmg byk la.[btw sory sbb x censored pktaan uh]heh carut2 pon bez weyh cite dye.pergh mmg brutal
type pye movie la but aq suke!! n mse cite uh da abes mule la aq pasan due mamat neyh.aq pon tatau
la ape yg nk jd ngan aq or aq mmg btol2 da gile kot. btw npe diorg mst nmpk perfect??even kgkwn aq
pon approved yg slh sorg dpd mamat uh mmg hot.[duh!!he is!] but saba liyana..rmai dak suke dye even
kwan2 ko pon suke dye gak. n ntah cne at the same time aq nmpk sorg agy mamat neyh n dye pon
appear perfect dpn mte aq.[aq sorg je haha] cne nk stop suke kt org ea??kn bgos kalo ade suis on n
off so kalo kte nk stop suke owg juz tekan je suiz tuh.[urgh talking nonsense now]
so the prob is aq suke kt diorg.so...what??

all the things she said

2009-10-26T13:58:00.003+08:00

epy monday guys!! oh oh ary neyh aq mmg xde plan nk bwat pe so skang end up dpan laptop n m'adu
nseb ngan blog kesayangan [wink2]..tgh pk r weyh esk nk dtg skola ke xnk.sbnar eh mmg mlas tp
da kne nk bwat cne.neyh ha sbb dye:
option 1: dean kc komen soh dtg sbb netball
option 2: bku koku aq da!!!!

so nk bwat cne ea??aq neyh kalo da ad owg soh dtg neyh yg bwat aq dlm dilema neyh.haishh susah la!!
blog kesayangan pe pendapat ko??[da mereng ckp ngan blog sndri] nway ary neyh si dye bleq hostel la.
ala sure rndu kt dye..xde agy mcg ngan dye mlm2 bute.weyh ko mmg rock r..ngantok2 gaban pon mcg
ngan aq gak.luv u! pape pon aq ucpkn slmt bleq hostel ntok sume kwn aq yea.bergumbirala korg kt sne
[haha aq taw korg bosan sbb pmr da abes]

p/s: bru tuka skin.tp cam complicated je

juz precious pixca

2009-10-21T21:23:00.008+08:00

another day at skewl

2009-10-20T21:25:00.003+08:00

quick update bout what we did today:
1. blabbering bout almost evrything

2. giggling hysterically

3. snapping pixca
4. talking bout ....
5. taking quiz bout our luv style [btw aq cnte p'sahabatan..ko??haha]
6. playing netball
7. etc. [to kill the time more quickly]

obviously ary neyh agy bez dpd smlm..haha bez ouh lepak2 ngan kgkwn pas diorg ponteng ary senin tuh.wtv it is we laughed our head off.mmg bwak riot dlm dri msg2 tol.

kesimpulannye: aq mmg syg kgkwn aq la

torn between two

2009-10-18T21:12:00.003+08:00

korg pnah ade dlm keadaan mcm neyh x??:

ko syg kt sorg dak neyh but at the same time korg ske gak kt dak lg sorg uh. due owg dak neyh xde la byk beza sgt tp mmg ade la p'bezaan dye. yg sorg korg x bpe knal sgt tp dye la sebaek-baek makhluk ciptaan Allah yg ade kt muke bumi neyh. the other mmg ko kamceng ngan dye r smpai ko pon jd keliru,dye neyh crush aq ke bezfwen aq?? ko cube sedaya upaya ko nk xpress pe yg ko rse kt dak yg ko kamceng uh tp dye neyh ssh cket sbb pnah putus cnte. agy pon ko tkot yg dye cume agp ko sbgai bezfwen dye je n xde pape feeling lgsung kt ko. ko xley xpress konye feeling kt lg sorg sbb dye rmai sgt fans n ko awal2 agy da agkt bendera putih. so the prob is..ko try very hard nk lupekn mrk 2 owg neyh but memori psal diorg melekat mcm gam gajah pastu xley ditanggalkn. tp ko still syg kt mrk.

weyh aq benci btol la ade dlm situasi neyh.rse cam nk telan pil tdo byk2 je [kalo mati pon mcm ade owg kesah je] point is aq mmg da lupekn mamat byk fans tuh tp ntah cmne ntah data psal dye xley nk dlete.so dye pon stay dlm memori cam virus trojan.[kne install antivirus neyh]..see see??aq pon ckap cam owg x btol da skang.urgh!! dont wanna have anything wif him anymore but thoughts bout him struck me like lightning. ble aq pk yg aq da lupekn dye tetbe dye dtg bleq..adoi benci lak ai.

yg lg sorg neyh..ntah la aq pon tatau nk ckp cne.aq pon syg dye gak..n aq ade bond ngan dye yg aq xley nk putuskn.dlu aq x pnah suke pon kt dye..not even a tiny feeling towards him.but aq pon tatau la kn cne tetbe ley t'sgkut. evry day ble aq t'igt kt dye aq clinging nk contact dye.oke aq blom agy addicted ngan dye but there's sumthing yg bwat aq t'trik kt dye [well he's my anti-drug la an..is that the same as addicted??] kn lg sng mse aq x pnah suke kt dye dlu

i never wanted this thing to happen.when u luv sumone but u dont even have the guts to tell him.or like when u luv sumone who's very kind to u but u deserve him.help me sumone plis??! i'm torn between two. aq doa gak yg aq bley lupekn diorg tros..it's easier if u dont have a heart then u wont fall in crush.[statement bru] pe kte aq hantok pale aq kt dinding really hard n after a few weeks recovered from the damaged,aq da x igt satu habuk pon psal diorg..hmm a gud idea to me.but it's a shame yg aq kne lupekn bnde sweet yg laen cam kgkwn aq.really i wud do anything to get this stupid feeling off of myself. if cutting slits will work..i'll do it.bkn ssh sgt pon,kelar | kuar darah cket | then balut...oke aq menakotkn owg skang. but seriously,people will do anything when they're in luv rite??

raye celebration at skewl

2009-10-16T15:36:00.015+08:00

olla olla~ari neyh mmg aq dtg skola r sbb ade jamuan raye dak2 neyh ckp.so pg2 aq dtg la pkai bju raye [simple je] n bwk 2 beg [berat doe sbb aq bwak bkt teks skali] n jln r g wakaf.nmpk je wany n the gang aq pon lmbai n diorg pon jerit 'MAHIRAH'..oke aq taw aq x dtg 2 ary.miss u guys thp gaban la weyh!!!sume bju raye diorg lawa2 an jealous lak aq.nway aq ade tgkap pixca cket td.[bese la wajib uh]

picxa2 di ats tdak mengandungi caption.knp??sbb pnulis dye mlas sgt thap gaban la. pape pon kgkwn aq mmg sgt menawan ngan bju raye diorg msg2..haha chaiyok me fwens!korg mmg hot la!

all the (small) things

2009-10-15T14:03:00.003+08:00

haha music vid mania ari neyh~ bru aq taw yg lgu damned if i do ya damned if i don't da kuar vid.
lwak nk mam thap gaban la weyh. alex ngan jack t'lmpau ensem dlm neyh smpai aq da tatau nk gune superlative ape. watch the vid:

All Time Low - Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don't)

All Time Low | MySpace Music Videos

got what i mean by 'lwak nk mam thap gaban'? kabot je mrk2 dlm vid neyh. but ATL still rock!

aq da nekad [hmpir nk t'eja naked td mwahaha!!] yg aq nk tgok cite GAMER ngan NEW MOON.
nobody can stop me cuz i'm free from PMR now.mission accomplished! sblom PMR agy aq da gle bayang nk tgok 2 movie neyh. tyme bwat pekse pon igt2 kt movie neyh taw x.
[balak aq pon aq x pnah igt haha!!] skang nk crik member ntok g sesme n of coz...green light drpd ayh
t'cnte. plis3x bg permission!xkn la bpak xnk tgok ank dye bhgie lpas menderita study ntok PMR??
[pe aq melalot neyh??] + aq nk shopping ntok jam aq [yg da jahanam] n baju.arghh cravings!!

blurbs...

2009-10-14T15:12:00.005+08:00

la la la la aq x g skola
la la la la bosan lak dok umah
la la la la tatau nk tulis ape kt blog
la la la la so aq drooling kt cni
la la la la kehidupan lpas jd PMR pencen

bpe byk la la la la daa~

p/s : bru tuka skin huhu

freedom here i come bebeh!!!

2009-10-13T18:29:00.003+08:00

woohoo!! PMR is over maa! no more studying n aq bley bwat keje x bepekdah kt umah haha.nway spe
la ckp yg PMR tuh susah?? (hmm it is) tp xde la susah mne (bg aq la) skang aq risaukn subjek bm,
mate n bak.arghh 3 subjek tuh mmg susah aq nk dpt a. mntak2 PMR neyh dpt la a.

tyme pekse bak td mmg x saba2 nk tgu pengawas tuh ckp "mse mnjwb tlah abes.calon sila behenti
menulis bla bla bla..." pas dye da ckp tuh mmg rse lega gle r.senyum pon smpai blkg pale.

huhu plan nk kuar g jj r ngan membe.(kalo bpk kasi la) bosan poit dok umah.alin ajak g ngan kgkwn dye
tp xnk la g kgkwn dak skola laen. (nway aq miss dye thap gaban la)

alaa ade byk nk report tp skang nk mnd dlu r.esok bru aq kasi full report psal ari2 penjajahan PMR pastu
ari kemerdekaan pd 13 Oct 2009 (x psal2 tuka fakta sej) haha chiow dlu

the last post [temporary]

2009-09-26T15:27:00.002+08:00

bdak b'nme liyana mahirah neyh akn dok ntok PMR yg akn dtg pd 7/10/2009.
preparation urm 79%
math?? haha aq da taw la konsep dye cne
aq x la konfiden mne dlm mne2 subjek tp yg aq taw...
aq akn kuarkn sume yg ad dlm pale otak aq nnt
ALL OUT!!!

so 4 the time being aq akn stop update blog [say gudbye huhu]
fokus mati2 kt 9 subjek uh
wish me luck babe!

gonna fly away wif the books!

bdak neyh m'ucpkn bye-bye kpd blog tsyg dye
[okeyh mereng cket]

--------------------------------the end------------------------------

raye ku raye mu jua

2009-09-24T18:02:00.015+08:00

waa da ari raye neyh sume owg pon epy.mne xnye dpt pkai bju baru n pape ag la.bg aq raye taon
neyh bez bez gak la.well mlas nk taip let the pic tells the story.
(sory aq upload pic neyh b'sepah je)

cube teka yg mne mk aq.(jgn clap lak bpak aq x kawen due taw)

sempoi je family aq tgkp gmba dok ats lntai
(btw npe aq sorg je yg pkai wrne merah?)

big bro bsme mak long (fine r abg aq agk smart r dlm pic neyh)

cousins! zarifah dn firzana (yea aq cukop syg mrk)

haha dye la pemilik sbnar cam itu! [creds to abg aq]

persatuan ank dara (oops! pembetulan yg tgh tuh mak owg ea)

bsme cousins (muke aq burok r dlm gmbr neyh)

bsme baby comey dye (ala aq rndu nk cubit pipi dye)

ble sdre da bkmpul ape lg havoc la jdnye

haha pic neyh btol2 smart [creds to firzana]

cam sme je kn ngan gmba di ats
(amar yg cute pon pndai posing la)

ade byk ag gmba yg aq nk upload sbnarnye tp nnt pjg bnar lak post neyh.biar la mrk mnjd kenangan
dlm laptop aq je cewah!

ble rse bosan

2009-09-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

mao raye wok!

so here i am..still 'melepak' dpn laptop eventhough umah still x kemas lg. abg aq da bleq n aq epy sgt sbb dye
da bleq..haha xde function tol. argh bru nk start cuti aq da rndu da ngan kwn aq.plus dgn nk pmr
lg..neyh yg bwat aq cuak neyh. oke enough talk bout it. bwat penin pale je.

skool been a bit suck lately.aq pon tatau la smpai ble aq bley smpan bnde yg aq nk smpan neyh
lg. aslkn xde paparazzi yg menyoal suda la. ehm kwn oke..crush pon oke soo xde byk sgt nk
report la kot. (byk sbnar eh)

oke aq tetbe rse mlas nk menaip..soo neyh je la yg aq rse ade mood nk tlis. (jiwa x aman ble igt PMR!)
well gotta jet ;]

anjal-menganjal

2009-09-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

cite cket psal klas anjal aq.nk dkat pmr neyh skola aq de la bwat klas ikot thap ktorg.yg a msok klas
mne yg b lak msok klas mne mcm tuh la sbliknye.neyh ha bebel skjap psal klas aq:

klas bm:
huhu mmndgkn students yg dpt a bley kre ngn jari..so ktorg x separate klas.fuh seb baek ;]

klas bi:
sme kes gak ngan bm.tp tatau la kalo mgu dpn tuka klas ke x

klas bak:
hehe kne lak msok klas owg yg dpt b or c.tp oke la klas tuh cume agk havoc cket r mmndgkn dak2
yg dok dlm tuh mmg sempoi

klas mate:
syukur sgt2 la sbb x pecah klas.kalo x malu ouh.rse nyesal lak sbb x bwat btol2 time trial ati tuh.
mntak2 mgu dpn x pecah klas

klas sc:
tegolong dlm dak2 yg dpt a so aq stay je dlm klas aq n mne2 dak klas laen yg dpt a sila2 la join

klas sej:
campur ngan ihsan daa~tp xpe la ade syifa',tas ngan farah way

klas kh:
npe dak2 ikhlas ngan islah kne g blik msak tp klas2 ckgu sharidah dok dlm klas??soo not fair!

klas pai:
tatau npe tp bosan la klas neyh.mmg la ade pak tp byk dak pndai2+skema je npe??hehe jgn
mrah ea~

klas geo:
sndri pye klas sndri pye klas la

tuh je la kot aq nk komen.plis3x mgu dpn klas2 neyh jdik seronok cket.

all that clothes..

2009-08-29T22:19:00.006+08:00

smlam sume rse moody aq hilg.sbb ari neyh abg aq bleq!!kangan deh sme dye.although dye bleq skjap
je tp jnji dye bleq.ptg tuh dye kol ckp da smpai kt kl.mse tuh mk aq tgh bz prepare ntok buke pose.ble dgr je abg aq nk bleq rse cam nk lompat je.nway ktorg buke kt umah pastu bru g term amek abg aq.hehe smpat lg bli bju aq.mule2 msok vern's bli kasot.byk kasot cntek2 ouh.tatau nk plih mne.last2 plih strappy itam yg sgt cute!tgh2 plih kasot tetbe abg aq msok kdai tuh ngan beg laptop dye,topi n spek dye yg stylo.pergh cam owg bleq oversea je.xde rupe owg dri ipoh pon.nway bju kasual ntok raye blom bli so msok la dlm parkson.mak aq bg duet kt abg aq soh mkn dlu...(cian dok dlm bas x smpat nk buke properly) so mule la shopping trip kt parkson uh.baju byk gle smpai tatau nk plih mne poit! one glance n u noe that u've stepped in the rite place.tgn aq xley dok diam..kjap2 trik baju tuh,kjap2 trik bju neyh plak.sume fashionably cool.tp style aq simple but stylo.so lpas round2 wat bbrp ktka aq nmpk stu bju stripes gray ngan black..pergh stylo ouh!!pe agy cpat2 amek saiz aq.yg tuh brand cheetah.hehe x sgke brand fave ayh aq jd plhan aq ntok baju raye.pastuh aq pusing2 jap dlm area brand cheetah.aq igt cheetah ntok laki je x sgke lak ade bju ntok pompuan skali.haha.pastu amek lg satu shirt brand cheetah gak.hmmm..mak aq pelik npe aq attack bju wrne gelap je.rupe2nye mak aq still x realise yg aq da mnat wrne gloomy skang.doesn't matter..then aq tarik brand b.u.m , applemints n voir.kalo ikot aty mao je aq trik lg byk bju tp pe bley bwat..ekonomi gawat skang.n so byar la ntok clothes tuh sume..then naek tgkat atas bli bju ayh aq lak..whoa tetbe
rse jeles sbb baju laki sume stylo.aq ngan abg aq round2 crik baju ntok dye.abg aq byk trik wrne itam
je.hehe guess aq ikot prngai abg aq mnat itam.

drives me crazy

2009-08-27T23:16:00.003+08:00

aq x beniat nk tlis pjg2 dlm post neyh:

[yeah mgu neyh cam sengal]
[aq isolated kt umah]
[ade sorg kwn je yg pham aq]
[aq mrah kt owg laen yg x pham aq]
[aq mrah sbb diorg selfish]
[x kesah pon psal owg laen]
[rndu abg aq]

byk lg misery tp mlas nk tlis
guess agk private

*sick to the core

Ramadhan dtg lg~

2009-08-21T15:23:00.002+08:00

yeah bln Ramadhan tibe lg!!mmg aq tgu2 kdtgn bln neyh.bez ouh puase pastuh raye.tp yg pling pntg
amalan kte mse bln neyh.aq target nk kurgkn bnd2 yg jhat (hek3 ;p) n bykkn amalan yg baek.(mstla)
esk fst day puase n esk jgak la bezday ayh aq.ermmm..aq blom bli pape lg ntok ayh aq.xde idea la..
can sumone give me a suggestion??back to the topic..aq xley jnji kalo dpt bwat full tarawih tp kalo
bley alhamdulillah.nk sgt sme2 org tman aq memeriahkn mlm Ramadhan.wah! cam x cye yg aq tlis
cmni.mst bgge parents aq huhu.penutup bicaranye,slmat b'puase kpd sume kgkwn aq!!yg laki x bley
tgal2 puase taw tp kalo pompuan laen cite la kn..oke slmt mnjlni bln Ramadhan al-mubarak!!

my fwenz my life

2009-08-15T22:41:00.004+08:00

dlm idop neyh mmg x bley r kalo xde kwn.kalo xde kwn mmg rse lonely n xde tmpat nk smpan rhsie or
better yet..gossip (huhu bese la pompuan).kgkwn la owg yg first skali yg korg jmpe kalo aq probs.sbb
korg akn rse yg kgkwn lbey memahami korg.then kgkwn akn bwat lwak n ceriakn idop kite.

dlm idop aq mmg ade rmai kwn tp yg btol2 rpat ade 3 org je..
wany . syifa' . zaty
i heart them muchie muchie!they give all the luvs that people wud die for.diorg sgt baek n sporting wok!
(not to mention crazy n mereng too!!huhu kidding!!) da nk dkat 3 taon ktorg jd kwn sjak middle skool.
n all the time we've been together..soo much of sweet memories.ktorg pnah ad probs yg sme,
heartbroken sme2 mmg sume sme2 la sng cite.mmg aq bhgie ngan diorg.n i don't wish for another frenz..
not for another year.

tp kalo tgok owg2 laen yg ade probs ngan kwan diorg..agak ssh n complicated gak r.mmg ssh kalo geng kte ad yg x sme aty n sme pndpt.u will not feel the coziness of fwenship.kte la P x ngam ngan Q
sdgkn diorg satu geng..x ke masalah nnt nmenye??bwat mse neyh aq mmg epy la sbb ktorg mmg xde
mslh.sorg blur,brutal,bubbly n baek.mmg xde mslh la.aq b'syukur sgt2 sbb ad diorg dlm idop aq.

blur + brutal + bubbly + 'baek'
= REVZ
that's what makes us we REVZ.
the originalities..

no one

2009-08-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

arghh time aq nk ad owg dkat ngan aq time tuh gak la rse lonely.sume kwn x bg respon msg aq.ai xd
kdt ke??ala bosan sgt neyh.aq pown tatau nk bwat pe dpn laptop neyh.kalo x ngadap laptop lg la
xd bnd nk bwat.da tuh xde cite bez mlam neyh.arghh tension!![pelik an da abez exam pown nk tension lg]

*kpd kgkwn yg dpt msg aq tuh sila la bg respon.aq tgh menderita kebosanan neyh!!!

trial da abes!!

2009-08-07T15:52:00.002+08:00

woohoo trial da abes poit!lpas sume tension yg aq rse spjg mgu neyh.pye la tension asyk ngadap buku
je mgu neyh.ari neyh free je nk wat pe yg aq nak.neyh brief kronologi idop aq dlm dewan uh.

1st day:
huh sgt la x beznye dok tmpat aq.jaoh dri kgkwn.ari tuh pekse bm ngan sc so xde pape yg nk risau sgt la

2nd day
ari neyh pown xde paper yg susah sgt.tp wani cite psal alip ngan k-rol yg wat lwak.cam kambeng
je diorg neyh.asyk wat havoc je

3rd day
nervous ouh cuz paper mate.i've never been good in mate.but mse nk bce doa tuh,ade la sorg hamba
Allah neyh yg da bwat malu dpn owg rmai.ish2 cian aq tgok dye

4th day
aq pk2 mse abes wat bak,ensem gak sorg mamat yg dok dkat aq tuh.smart pown bley gak.huhu
dpt la usha2 dye lpas abes wat paper

5th day
last day trial!paper pown mmg fave aq la so xde hal la.abes last paper ktorg kne susun
kusi ngan meja.sdey la sbb da x dpt dok ngan dye ag.tp xpe ari2 bley jmpe kt skola

tuh je la yg aq nk report.mlas la nk taip pjg2

DANG!! virus

2009-08-01T15:47:00.014+08:00

weyh pe cite neyh bhai!! lek-lok skola x kne H1N1 last2 ari tuh rmai gle yg sakit. ntah spe yg sebar virus neyh aq
pown tatau la. kalo trial lme lg xpe gak but the thing is..trial mgu dpn poit! risau aq ble pk psal hal neyh. weyh
kgkwn, pndai2 la jge kesihatan korg ea. kalo sorg dpd korg sakit alamtnye mmg bjgkit satu batch.kang x psal2
x amek trial. ok aq nk bwat confession kt cni..sbnarnye aq pown tgh batuk n selsema skang. but plis jgn la neyh
simptom virus tuh. aq blom puas tgok dunie lg..byak bnde lg aq nk bwat dlm idop neyh.(crap!) ari neyh abg aq
bleq umah n dye pown demam. arghh!!aq xnak pkai mask pegi skola!! it looks funny and ugly. but kalo mmg
btol2 sakit nk bwat cne an??tpkse r pkai gak wlau aty x rela.skang mse aq tgh taip pown aq tgah pkai mask tuh
(dipakse oleh ayh yg paranoid~~) serius aq xnk kne virus neyh.n aq xnk jd parasite yg jd agen penyebar virus oink2.
(bak kte tirah) huhu cam kejam je ble aq gne ayt parasite..haha tuh merujuk kt aq la bkn kt kwn2 aq..aq syg
kwn2 aq weyh.ok tyme 2 stop being paranoid here.

heartless

2009-07-30T21:32:00.008+08:00

aq heartless ea??haha da kalo rmai ckap camtu mmg btol la tuh.heartless+blur!! kinda like that.
*note : kalo nk crik gf jgn crik owg heartless ea t merana idop korg.
aq pown tatau la dri mne aq b'jgkit wabak heartless neyh..dri cipak kot aka ketua segale heartless dn brutal dlm dunie neyh.weyh da slalu sgt tgok dye x bg respon last2 aq gak yg terikot.tp xpe aq ske
jd cmni.kalo owg bwat skit aty aq skjap je rse bengang pastu cool je.tp complaint dri tirah yg kte aq
yg heartless neyh mcm x pdulik prasaan owg laen.camtu ea??aq x pdulik prasaan owg laen ke??
kalo aq x pdulik pown..pdulik ape diorg??aq bknnye sumone special or important kt skola tuh.pdulik ape
aq an??aq pown x ign de tuh sume.yg pntg aq sme bff aq n bhgie sme diorg.pergh kalo wany|syifa'|zaty dgr
confession neyh mst bgge r diorg.tp btol pe aq x kesah pown psal owg laen.ko nk ckap ngan aq ko ckap
kalo xnk suda aq pown x ign nk ckap ngan ko la!n then ble dgar cite owg aq mmg x bley bg respon laen
except gelak,wow! or blur or t'tye-tye uhm..tuh je la kot.serius weyh aq mmg xde emosi muke laen.tp
laen cite r kalo cite tuh mmg btol2 bez n aq eager nk taw.

neyh lg satu hal ble aq gelak.aq x bley stop weyh.aq mst kne ad owg cubit aq bru bley bhnti gelak.kinda
freaky rite?but it's the truth..happens all the time too.aq pown tatau bhgn nerves mne la yg t'putus smpai
x smpai lak command bhnti gelak dri otak ke anggota bdn.ari tuh aq gelak n x bley stop mse bwat
pembentangan smpai t'pkse pegi blkg semate-mate nk bhnti gelak.ko igt aq nk ke tuh sume?ko igt
tiap2 kali aq gelak aq msti ckap kt owg laen,"can u excuse me 4 awhile?i've to go sumwhere coz i can't stop
laughing."ko pk aq nk r ckap cmtu??i don't noe what's wrong wif me.(i told u i'm not perfect)aq mmg tgh try
nk kawal bnde neyh.but..i don't think i can.

whatever la da tuh dri aq yg sbnar-bnarnye.sorg dak imperfect yg slalu bwat prkra yg owg imperfect bwat.
pdan la kn?da aq mmg jnis manusia camtu.well at least i'm not pretendinng who i am like some girls do
to hide their flaws.sape yg owg nk ckap pe yg owg nk complaint biar la asal mrkbhgie.kalo
aq neyh heartless n blur jgn cite pape or complaint pape pown kt aq ok?kalo korg ckap cam rse
ckap ngan patung pown xde gune kn?so baek xyah ckap.pape pown 'sukati korg la'

dari hati batu sorg dak imperfect

2009-07-29T19:34:00.003+08:00

heh jgn caye weyh pktaan 'i like book' dlm gmbr di ats!!

weyh rse cam nk jd psycho je!!tension sgt2 psl study.mgu lpas 4matif mgu dpan trial plak.pergh bikin sakit otak je.
ptg neyh je da abes 2 bar coklat aq melantak smbil bwat PAI.(nyum nyum!!) huhu asyk2 mkn coklat je kne check gak berat aq da naek ke x ngee:) risau tol aq ngan weight aq skang.mkn x menentu sbb bz study pastu ble mkn lak x mengamalkan pemakanan seimbang (skema gle ayt aq)nway nk ckp psl bbrp insiden yg brlku ari neyh:

insiden 1:
da dpt sume result 4matif ari tuh.can't believe dpt 7a.although aq mmg target tuh pown.sejarah tuh la yg da
slmtkn result aq.ngee :)

insiden 2:
dpt teguran free dpd c.noriah td. sakit jiwa aq.asal la time aq x bwak ketas ckgu mst nk bincang soklan??

insiden 3:
neyh yg x bley bla neyh.dlm keta ade ke mak aq soh aq beat zafwan cuzin aq tuh??impossible!! adoyai mak aq
siap ckp yg zafwan tuh ensem,genius,ketua plajar bak kte mmg 1 pakej la ade kt dye.perfect la kte mak aq.yeah
mmg btol pown ckap mak aq tuh.ape la nseb aq dpt cuzin cam dye yg digila rmai dak pompuan??(bgge poit!)
yg x bley bla ble mak aq nk aq jd cam dye!!mom plis 4 god sake!! i'm not perfect like him! i'm not that brainiac,gorgeus or the best student.i'm juz a librarian,not-so-cute and imperfect girl. gosh what were u thinking??
cud there be a miracle that i can be perfect like him?? is there just some teeny tiny chance that i can beat him??
huh bak kte MJ : BEAT IT!!

so mcm tuh la ape yg t'jdi ari neyh.urghh ble pk2 je sakit pale aq mst dtg.sakit pale neyh pown satu.asal mst nk attack aq je??(huhu x dpt time qada' dn qadar tuhan) tgu la pas aq abes PMR bru la attack byk2 kli.uhm baek aq
stop dlu.kang lg byk aq melalot lg buang mse aq je.

*kesimpulannye aq mmg sorg dak yg x perfect..so juz live it

x bley stop la!!

2009-07-26T12:39:00.003+08:00

arghh ari tuh smgat bonar nk stop blogging tbe2 rse xley plak.ade je rse bnde nk conteng kt cni.
haha so aq rse nk tros blogging smpai aq rse nk dkat pmr bru stop.[x sdar2 lg tuh!]
taon neyh mmg ade byk movie bez la weyh!tp transformer da tgok da but
harry potter n x lme lg new moon aq rse pas abes pmr bru bley tgok.pergh!!
da t'lmbat da tyme tuh!!uhm tuh je nk ckp.haha!!

*edward,jasper,emmett,jacob and harry potter are hot dudes!

[dak neyh da smpai thap fan-(tas)-atik da~]

tagged

2009-07-25T18:22:00.009+08:00

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. SONG FILE DEPENDS ON YOU :)
5. Tag 10 friends.
6. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
7. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
I'm not okay-my chemical romance

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
cold-crossfade

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
innocence-avril lavigne

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
addicted-saving abel

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
let it rock-kevin rudolf

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
no boundaries-chris allen

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
silly lily-bunkface

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
i'm just a kid-simple plan

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
if i never see ur face again-maroon 5

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
u belong with me-taylor swift

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
with love-hillary duff

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
my immortal-evanescene

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
misery business-paramore

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
heels over head-boys like girls

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
when i'm with you-faber drive

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Bace Yasin suda xkn lagu dangdut lak!!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
knock you down-keri hilson

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
the fear-lily allen

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
dirty little secret-all american rejects

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
i wanna-all american rejects

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
my life would suck without you-kelly clarkson

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
the break over the take over-fall out boy

Tagie-Tagie : kpd spe2 sje

bye-bye choke-a-pop!!

2009-07-17T20:06:00.005+08:00

9A is my target!!
this is my last entry b4 i'm off to study 4 my 4mative,trial,and most important ; PMR!
neyh ad tribute cket ntok VVIPs dlm idop aq
i'm gonna make them proud!!!
sume nme yg t'senarai adlh copyrite idop aq. x maen r cetak rompak beb!
sume watak adlh 4 real n xde kne mgne dgn yg idop ataupun yg da mati...

1. my dad
he's my hero | my idol | my cool dad

2. my mom
she's the superwoman.i wish i cud be like her someday

3. my big bro
aq da t'pengaruh ngan gaye stylo ko la bro

4. wani | syifa' | zaty
BFF 4ever!mrka superduper hebat!

5. tasniim | farah
classmates yg gilo

6. syaho
pemberi komen yg bernas

7. fareq
oit thx 4 being nite company!rkan sms yg setia

8. mirah-cubix
mrk comey2

9. athierah | quratul
inseparable mrk neyh

10. cup
ko ngan lwak ko..haha menghiburkn

11. effa
si genius

12. che ah | farah
jiran sblah klas

13. kril
dear ex-bf...plis don't miscall me again ok hon??

14. alin
u'll always be my rocking twin

15. superman
watch out! i'll be ur supergirl soon!!

16. c.noriah
akn ku buktikan aq bley dpt A ntok BM

17. sume ckgu yg ajar aq
much much TQ 4 de knowledge!

that's it.kpd sespe yg x t'senarai jgn risau aq ttp igt kt korg.nme2 di ats,thx byk2 sbb kehadiran korg dlm idop aq sgt b'mkne.aq jnji 9A dlm tgn.plis pray 4 me ok?aq pown doakn kbhgiaan idop korg.

n 4 my blog..thx sooo much 4 being a gud listener n a gud diary.aq jnji lpas abes study gle2 aq release tension n tlis byk2 entry ok?

that's all 4 now.aq syg blog neyh.aq syg owg2 dlm senarai di ats!!
pray 4 my success.
bye-bye!!!!
<333333

LIYANA

2009-07-14T19:27:00.002+08:00

A 'DATE' WIF MY DAD

i noe it's weird.a date wif my dad??well i guess korg mst lbey ske hang out ngan kgkwn korg or myb boyfren korg.haha in my case uhm..well a bit xtraordinary.neyh sume happen mse anta abg aq bleq ipoh la neyh.mmg sblom tuh aq da brag kt ayah aq nk tgok cite transformers.[still remember my previous post?]

mule2 anta abg aq kt busstand uh.boo-hoo!sdey gle abg aq da xde kt umah! spe nk ajar aq bwak motor lg? spe nk melalak lgu dgn aq lg? spe nk tmankn aq lg??okeyh cut the crap rite now.so ble da anta abg aq pe ag plan nk tgok wyg pown membuak r dlm dri.mmg r mule2 plan nk tgok kt jj tp da smpai kt term blasah je la.aq ngan ayh aq pown bratur la nk bli tiket.aq tgok kt couple2 laen n pk : "huh i got my dad to protect me n wat do u all have?one loser girlfriend n a dumbass boyfriend who can't even protect himself." muahaha!! jhat x aq?

sblom msok wyg aq g r toilet jap.dpn2 toilet je aq da bwat scene da.aq hmpir2 nk msok toilet gents bhai!malu thap babun doe!seb baek owg tuh kc warning awal2 kalo x urghh..scene yg x enak mte mmndg.

then tibe la mse yg aq tgu : the movie.OMG! bez gle nk mati la cite dye.mantap doe cgi dye.cam real je.pastu lwak dye mmg x bley bla.tp owg kt sblah aq tuh plik cket la.aq tgok bkas popcorn dye asyk goyg2 je.ai x thn nk g tndas ke?

pas tgok wyg bpak aq bg pluang shopping.igtkn nk bli baju ngan kasot tp wat's more important than PMR rite?so instead bli baju ngan kasot aq bli la bku rujukan.hehe i'm a gud daughter am i?

so there's my date wif my dad.turns out that he's a cool guy to hang out after all

2009-07-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

hua mao tgok ini cite poit!!

tp asal nk g tgok je mst ade prob nye.ptotnye ari neyh aq g tgok cite uh tp satu pykit yg dinmekn 'demam' da serang aq dlu la.(perhatian!bkan demam H1N1 oke~) darn it!asal mst kne dmam time2 cmni?frust aq dibwatnye.

*kpd spe2 yg da tgok cite neyh, aq jelez kt korg taw!

2009-07-03T11:38:00.003+08:00

ari neyh la ari report kad skola aq.aq ckap ngan ayh aq amek awal2 cket cuz mlas nk tgu lme2 n it's great 2 noe that he thinks the same too.sblom bpak aq smpai uh smpat ag lepak kt anjung ukhwah smbut bezday amierah c-dek.zu ade bwak icecream coklat (yum yum!).pnat2 je nk wat surprise ntok mierah tp dye da taw dlu rpenye.haha surprise yg x mnjdik.after that athierah,g-ha,syud,amirah abd.,kak farah,ecah,mahie n kiah pown dtg memeriahkn majlis yg pnoh barakah.ktorg pown wat la picnik kt pondok.tuh mkan icecream cam x igt dunie.lpas tuh g klas jap nk tgok ayh aq da smpai blom.x lme lpas tuh ayh aq smpai n then jmpe ckgu.mse dpn ckgu tuh smpat lg ayh aq jd philosopher.mcm2 yg ayh aq ckap bla bla bla.....tp dri syarahan ayh aq tuh aq taw yg family aq ttp support aq!
I noe I can do it!

2009-06-28T15:58:00.004+08:00

skin baru

skang aq da tuka skin baru.got tired of the old skin.burok kn rupe dye??bese la nk cpat.de byk ag keje laen nk wat neyh.esk da nk skola la.huhu pengalaman dok kt tmpat baru.dkat ngan kipas bley nmpk whiteboard clear lg.oke2 aq da merepek kt cni.sblom aq merepek lg pnjg baek mnx dri dlu.bub-bub-bye!!

p/s : aq rse aq da skekn chewing gum la~evrybody luvs chewing gum rite??

2009-06-27T18:55:00.003+08:00

aq epy je ari neyh..tatau npe.sbb dye igt aq kot.huhu dye sgt phm aq n bley bg nchat yg baek pye kt aq.fine aq admit dye poyo cket tp sume laki x t'lpas dri sifat poyo.diorg mmg natural cmtu kot.tp poyo2 dye ttp smart.aq.i think i'm struck by cupid's arrow.could that be true?i'm in crush wif him?

*pape hal must be very careful!

2009-06-25T23:21:00.003+08:00

@ DLEMA

mgu neyh aq join competition Efficiency Energy Cooking kt skola teknik kt rembau uh.xde la nk ckp bge sgt jd wakil skola.maklum la amatur.sbnrnye nk cite pe projek ktorg kt sne neyh:

hari 1:
aq,aqilah ngan anis naek van skola ngan syamil,nazmi,nash,tajam ngan tipa.msok2 je dgr lgu gives u hell.hehe nash pye keje la tuh.tyme dlm van tuh sjuk je cuz hujan.ble smpai kt skola tuh pergh bpk malu weyh.rse cm skola ktorg je yg pkai tdg lboh kt situ.dak2 skola laen slumber je.pas daftar msok r dlm bengkel dye dgr taklimat pastu bina r model solar cooker ktorg.group aq mmg sempoi n steady je wat keje.pas abes wat rehat kjap n solat zuhur.pastu msok bengkel bleq wat powerpoint.rimas tol time wat powerpoint tuh.juri asyk dri blkg ktorg je.urgh!!

hari 2:
aq la yg pling cuak ari neyh cuz aq yg kne present powerpoint dpn juri.ckp dlm BI lak tuh.tp xpe,easy as a piece of cake.mse present tuh mmg sng r cuz aq bce je kt skrin tuh tp ble tyme Q&A,mmg gagap r.mcm2 yg juri tuh tye.tye ape yg aq tatau lak tuh.tension+malu je ckp gagap dpn tuh.arghh!!pas presentation g dataran lak test ktorg pye model.tyme neyh yg x thn.pnas nk mam doe!aq rse cm bbq lak kt dataran tuh.pape pown sume group da wat yg tbaik n x mng pown xpe jnji kte cube.

wlupown aq x mng dlm p'tndgn neyh tp puas aty la gak sbb dpt g jln2 instead dok kt skola cm zombi.

conclusion:
skola tuh bsar bhai.dak2 nye pown ensem huhu.xde la.aq pown x ingin ngan dak skola tuh.da ade calon da pown.

2009-06-09T23:09:00.003+08:00

OMWORK STILL ADEW

ellorp!!da lme rsenye aq x post sumthing.xpe la ari neyh tgn trse rajen nk blogging.erm omwork aq still ade tp da x byk.huh neyh la hsilnye ble ad determination.x bpe pham la cne nk bwat folio sej tuh.can sumone help me pls??haha maen2 je.t pndai2 la aq cut n paste kt mne2..smnjk 2 mnjk neyh aq rse laen mcm je.tatau la npe.tp rsenye x pntg sgt la bnd neyh.nothin' major.aq rndu sgt kt kgkwn aq!! rse cm due taon x jmpe diorg.IMYSDM!!! borink la dok kt umah sorg2.sume bnd kne wat sorg2.i feel lonely n isolated fwenz!aq rse x smpat nk tgu skola bkak aq da mati kebosanan dlm umah neyh.erm da xde bnd nk ckap lg la.aq kehilangan kte2~till then...chow

2009-06-08T10:26:00.002+08:00

He is so confusing...
the thing he says
to me makes me
believe that he really
does like me,& then
some other things he
says makes me
believe that, i am just
a girl who never crosses
his mind.

2009-06-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

another lie

aq x ske ble jd cmni.i hate it when i have to lie bout my feeling.juz now ade owg tye kalo aq still ade feeling kt crush lme n aq ckp xde lg tp yg sbnrnye prasaan tuh msih ade.aq still skekn dye la!npe aq x btros-trg je kt owg tuh??npe aq mst tpu dri aq sndri ngan owg laen??rse cm nk jerit je dpn mke dye ckp "weyh act aq still skekn dye la!" tp aq xley.aq xley bwat mcm tuh.ntah2 dak yg aq ske tuh ske kt owg laen.aq kne crik jln nk lpekn dye la tp cmne??ade cre ke nk lpekn owg??kn bgos otak aq cm com,bley delete je data seske aty.only one way : aq kne crik owg laen utk jtuh aty kalo nk lpekn dye.tp bley ke aq jmpe owg laen tuh??ade ke owg laen yg aq bley ske??ade ke owg yg sme cm dye??
jwpnnye xde!!xkn ade owg laen mcm dye.argh!!dpd pk psl dye baek pk psl gred aq!

*i hate this post!

2009-06-02T15:58:00.005+08:00

TOP 5

post neyh juz nk gtaw lagu pe yg bez glax ntok didgr.sume lagu neyh aq yg select ea so kalo lgu dye x kena ngan taste korg : g bwat top 5 sndri k.ok so here goes the top 5 hot songs list.

western chart:
1. know your enemy-greenday
2. new divide-linkin park
3. rite round-flo rida ft keysha
4. 1234-plain white t's
5. lovestory-taylor swift

malay chart
1. dan sebenarnya-yuna
2. bencinta-faizal tahir
3. revolusi-bunkface
4. bukan kerana sayang-alia
5. kau dan aku-aizat

tuh je la yg aq rse hot wat mse skang.any update aq post laen kali je la.
now sing it out loud!!

2009-05-31T19:58:00.002+08:00

BLOGGIE AWARD

award ag bha~~
comeynye award dye!
creds 2 syera 4 her remarkable talent in photo editing n super duper cute award.
cheers 4 her!!!

2009-05-27T18:59:00.003+08:00

result?? ARGHH!! [part 1]

i don't noe how it should have happen but i got a big fat C 4 my maths!! how DUMB is that?? last 4-mative i got 78 but this time it's 53!!! how can i face my mom n dad?? i can feel like a total LOSER! juz by hearing my mom's comment bout it.only 2 of my classmates got A 4 maths.i noe it's hard but do try 2 believe it.our class : the sec best in batch got these marks.i wonder our marks in other subjects. our only hope ; a miracle that can save us.

luckily i've got 94 for my SC | 87 4 my GEO | 84 4 my KH.praise be to God 4 the marks that i've got 4 these subjects.with these marks i can stay cool throughout the day.i juz hope 4 another A in other subjects.wutever it is :
chill out babes! :)

2009-05-25T18:51:00.005+08:00

I FELT DESOLATE..

ari neyh ktorg x blaja.pg2 ag g surau ad taklimat cket psl PLBS BAk.tkot lak ai.aq nk speaking arab pown x pas ag neyh plak kne ckp dpn rmai org.malunye!!pas taklimat dak fom3 sume kne g dewan dgr ceramah.mule2 BONDA yg bg ucapan.pergh bosan siot.lame lak tuh.aq kt blkg tuh rse cm nk katil sndri je.tp ble da lame2 cket tuh bru bez especially c.asmah pye ceramah.lawak gle bhai!!aq mncrik seseorg yg aq nk sgt jmpe sblom aq g ipoh tp asyk t'lindung jea.xpe la lps g ipoh dpt jmpe ngan dye lg an.ntah npe rse rndu kt dye.[cewah!!]yg sure aq rse sgt bengang sbb mse skola aq bwat mahaguru jgk la nk kne anta abg aq g ipoh.tension tol.x dpt gigam ngan kgkwn.huh!![EMO la plak kt cni.]